Confused

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"You okay, did I do something wrong? Did I hurt you?" She asks, with a scared look on her face.

"No.. It's just, I've never had sex with a.. A woman."

"That's the best part." Nicole says, standing up to take a few steps back, so she can stare at my body..

"Something wrong?"

"Nothing at all.. I would like to show you something."

"Show me.. Show me what?" I say with a scared look on my face.

"The real me.. Outside of the uniform."

"You want to show me your ugh.. Your naked body?"

"(Laughs) Someday."

"Oh.."

"What I mean is, that I want to show you Nicole Haught.. Not Officer Haught."

"I already know Nicole Haught."

"No you don't."

"So your name is not.."

"Let me make it more clearer for you."

"O-Okay."

"I want to show you the sexual side of me."

"Ohh." I say with a low voice.

"I'm not going to show you until you are ready."

"I think I am ready.. But I'm not completely sure."

"That's why I'm not going to kiss you again."

"I.. I'm Just not sure of anything right now."

"And that's okay.. Take all the time you need."

"I'm not going to ask you to wait for me, when I'm not even sure what it is I want."

"I'll wait for you, even if you tell me not to, because I know that a girl like you is worth waiting for." Nicole says, and her words bring tears to my eyes. I don't know why, but maybe its because no one has ever been so kind or sweet to me.

"(Crying) Nicole I.."

"No, its okay.. You don't have to say anything."

"I want you to wait for me Nicole.. Wait for me."

"You are going to break my heart Waverly Earp."

"I would never break your heart."

"(Laughs) I have to go.. I have work in a few hours."

"Of course."

"Will you call me later?"

"No."

"That's okay, take your time.. I won't rush.."

"I'm not going to call you because, I'll be seeing you later."

"Alright then."

"Is that okay with you, Officer Haught?"

"That's more than okay." Nicole says with a smile on her face, staring my lips.

"Are you okay?" I ask.

"I really want to kiss you."

"I.."

"I'll see you later." She says walking out the door before I could finish my sentence..

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So it's been a month since Nicole said she would wait for me. I think I want to be with her and then again, I'm not sure. Is it because she says nice things to me. Or is it because she listens to me, even when I'm talking about stupid stuff.. And let's not forget about that hot make out session we had a while back.. I mean that kiss was hot, sexual and.. Okay, snap out of it Waverly.. And Champ said he's not going to be stuck in some kind of love triangle. So he said I have to stop hanging out with Nicole if I'm going to be with him.. So, I have to choose. Do I want to continue my relationship with Champ, which is not so great or do I want to try it with Nicole? Champ hasn't done anything to me to just dump him on the spot like that, other than when he yled at me for seeing Nicole all the time.. And Nicole, she's just.. She just Nicole.. Damn it, I'm blushing, just at the thought of kissing her.. Okay, I know what I'm going to do.

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