Just So You Know. (Mavin/AH)

Chapter 2

         Michael and Ray have now been dating for three months and they were in the middle of playing Rainbow Six. "Go Ray I'll cover you." Michael shouted as a grenade went off around them, Michael crouched down behind Rays character looking at his ass making random noises. Gavin frowned into his microphone before getting an idea, pretending to round the corner he screamed 'shocked' and threw a grenade killing them both. "Gavin you stupid asshole!" Ray shouted slamming his controller down while Ryan and Jack died of laughter. 

     "Sorry, thought you were the enemies." He said sheepishly while the two glared at him, once they looked away he smiled to himself turning back to his screen as they started a new game. 

      Once they were done playing the game Ray stood up stretching, Michael as well.
Gavin turned his head a little just in time to see Michael wrap his arms around Rays waist and kissed him on the lips. Frowning he slowly felt his heart breaking even more, soon enough he's not going to be able to take it anymore. 

      Closing his eyes Gavin turned back the computer and put his headphones on.
He doesn't know how long he was sitting there but he felt a hand on his shoulder making him jump a mile in the air, looking up he seen Ryan, taking his headphones off he listened. "Everyones heading out Gav, its time to go home." Gavins eyes widened slightly before looking at his clock seeing it was time to go home. 

     "O-Okay, thanks Ry." He gave him a weak smile making Ryans brows furrow, pulling out Michael chair he waited till Jack finally left the room leaving the two alone. "Whats wrong Gavin?" Gavin looked at Ryan trying to look confused. "Wot you on about?" He asked, Ryan obviously didn't believe him and kept a straight face but raised an eyebrow, Gavin sighed and thought of a believable lie. "I just haven't been sleeping great." Which now that he thinks about it, it wasn't a complete lie. Ever since Michael and Ray got together his dreams were engulfed by Michael so he stopped sleeping as much because almost every morning he'd wake up in tears.

     Ryan's face softened and he nodded. "You want to stay with me and Laurie?" He asked, Gavin looked at him shocked but shook his head. "No its fine, i dont want to be a bother." Ryan shook his head. "It's fine Gavin, just for the night so you can get a proper sleep." Sighing Gavin nodded shutting his computer down following Gavin to his car. 

     They arrived at Ryan's home and he starts to feel awkward, he hasn't been to Ryan's house before... Entering the house he nodded as it looked like a comfy family home, Ryans kids ran up to him in which he bent down hugging them, Laurie came out with a look of confusion when she seen Gavin. "He's gonna stay for the night, hasn't been able to sleep." Laurie nodded with a sweet smile. Gavin watched as Ryan played with his kids and felt his heart break a little more as he watched Laurie watch them with a heart filled smile. 

     He wishes he can have that with Michael one day...
Getting broken out of his thoughts he heard fingers snapping causing him to shake his head seeing Ryan standing there. "I said here are some blankets and a pillow for you, the couch pulls out, ill see you tomorrow buddy." Ryan patted his back before walking down the hallway with the kids. Sighing he slowly laid down on the surprisingly comfy couch not bothering to pull out the bed and pulled the blankets over him. 

      Looking up at the ceiling he began thinking, maybe Michael doesn't feel the same way, what if he just looks at Gavin as a friend, I mean the way he messes around and looks at Ray it seems like he really loves him. Hell Michael and him barely have any boi time anymore. Frowning, Gavin had one last thought before he slipped his eyes shut. 'Have i lost my boi?'