April 30th

Alex's P.O.V

I can hear everybody laughing and hanging out in the loft but here am still. Sad. I just can't find the energy to get up. My nice and warm bed is telling me to stay just a little longer. My stomach and my bladder say other wise. I might as well kill two birds with one stone and get up now. Even though I don't want to. Just a little longer. Oh shit I really have to pee.

I got up and ran to the bathroom.

"I CAN HEAR YOU DOWN HEAR ALEX!" Seth yelled at me. I, as usual, flamed red at any sign of embarrassment.

"I DON'T CARE!!!" I heard him laugh, again. Why can't I be like that? So happy and fun. I miss being normal.

"Well you should." I jumped as he banged on the door.

"Well ass hole I don't care what you think I need to do. You can go screw youself in hell!" He tryed to open the door. "Yah ass hole, I know now, never to leave doors unlocked with you around." I could hear him stomping back down the steps.

Well good for him.

I wish that I'd find my mate already. Where did that thought come from?  Probably that sad lonely place. I walked out of the bathroom and went back to my room.

 March-21st-2013

Dear Nobody,

We just moved to a small town in Teekon Oregon. I'm the only one to admit though that we are just here for a little time. Until Seth decides that his mate is in another state. I'm going just to have to deal with the reality that I'm mate-less for life. I do hope to find a friend here. Maybe even another wolf. Sadly, it seems that all of them have mates. Well I guess... I guess I'm going to die alone.

-Lone Wolf (A.K.A) Alex

Wow, that's a sad entry. I'm making a new one.

March-21st-2013

Dear Somebody,

We just moved to a small town in Teekon Oregon. Yes, it is quiet here. Nice and peaceful. I enjoy the greenery. So much life and jubilation. Seth has chosen a good spot to find a lovely mate. Mine has yet to be found but I do not give up hope. He is out there, I can feel it.

-Optimistic Girl (A.K.A) Alex