Adopted By Kian And Jc

Adoption

Winters p.o.v (Btw kian and jc are not a couple in this story)
Lady's! We have some people who would like to adopt one off you! The lady who runs this place said.
Ugh I hate people so this whole situation is a lose lose thing for me but I have to do this so here goes nothing.
I walk down the stairs from my room and I see 2 boys. Great. I hate boys, I mean if they adopt you they could rape you or hurt you. From my past experiences that's exactly what happened. They raped me and beat almost everyday. Ever since then I don't feel safe when I'm alone with boys. They interviewed all the girls then it was my turn. I went into a room with one of the female helpers and the two boys. Then the women started to leave.
Wait! Please don't leave! I yelled.
I have to sweetie.
It's OK they are only going to ask you a couple questions. The women said.

O-K bye. I stuttered

"Hey my names kian and this is Jc. said the tall one.
Uhh hi my name is Winter. I say while playing with my sleeve and looking down.
So Winter we were planning on adopting you because we didn't quite get along with the other girls. Said Jc as kian laughed.
I couldn't help but smile because I was getting adopted! The only problem is that I hardly knew them and I didn't know if I could trust them yet.
Um thanks! I said awkwardly.
( On the way there)
I sat in the back of the jeep while they talked. I have always like to listen instead of talk. I just hope they like me for me and don't send me back to that stupid orphanage. I got interrupted from my thoughts when we pulled up to a huge house. I was so stoked because all the other houses I have been to didn't even have an upstairs.
Wow! I whisper to myself.
And the I followed kian and Jc and walked into the house.
Ok Winter you can have the guest bedroom wich is the first room you will see when you walk up the stairs.
I say Ok and walk up the stairs to my room. I throw my luggage on the ground and  throw myself on the bed.

I start to process everything that just happened. Then I think about my father and how much I hate him. And then the fact that he hated me since birth brought tears to my eyes. I wanted to cry my eyes out but I knew kian and jc were downstairs. I tried my hardest but I couldn't hold in my tears and I started to bawl my eyes out like I told myself I wouldn't. I fell onto the floor and curled up in a ball and put my face in my knees as I lean against my bed.
I must have fell asleep that way because when I woke up it was like midnight. I grabbed my razor and ran to the bathroom. I looked at myself in the mirror and I looked ugly. I was too skinny, too pale, too ugly. Those words kept replaying in my head as I cut everywhere my arms, my legs, even my shoulders. Each cut was deeper And deeper. Then I finally cleaned myself up.
I couldn't sleep so I went downstairs and sat on the couch and watched t.v for what felt like ages. By then it was already five in the morning and every body was sound asleep. So I got up and got some cereal. Then when I was finished eating that somebody came downstairs. It was a shirtless Jc.
Winter? What are you doing up so early?? He asked in his cute tired voice.
I have been up all night because I couldn't sleep. I said quietly
Oh. Wanna watch Netflix with me. Jc said
Um ok. I said hesitantly
I sat down next to him and he asked me what I wanted to watch. I said I didn't care so he put on a scary movie. Horror movies didn't scare me so I finally fell asleep.
(Nightmare)
I was back living with my abusive father. It was night time and I was in my bed. The door cracked open and the next thing I know somebody is on top of me. I slowly realize it's my father trying to rape me again. I kick and scream but nobody can hear me. Soon he has taken my cloths off so I'm only in my bra and underwear.
"Dad stop!" I scream.
"Shut up you dumb bitch!" He laughed. Then he takes off his cloths and he has nothing on. Then he rips off the remaining cloths I have on and tries to enter me. But I kick him in the nuts and run.
(End of nightmare)
I wake up screaming and crying. I forgot that Jc was sleeping right next to me. But by then he was awake. Just the thought of a boy scared me. So I ran. I ran outside and through the woods. I ran so far I came across a river I had no choice but to go through it so I did. I didn't have shoes on so when I ran across I cut my foot on a rock but I kept running. I have asthma so I started having an asthma attack. So I stopped and fell to the ground . I don't know why I ran away I'm so stupid. I said to myself.
KIAN! JC! I screamed but nobody Came.
(Jc's p.o.v)
I heard a noise coming from downstairs so I decided to see what it was. Then I found out it was only Winter.
Winter? What are you doing up so early? I asked.
I was up all night because I couldn't sleep. She said. I felt bad because she looks sad for some reason.
Wanna watch Netflix with me? I asked. She agreed and we sat next to each other and then she fell asleep. Then soon after that I fell asleep too. Then I woke up to Winter screaming and crying. Then the next thing I know she ran out the door.
Oh shit! I mumbled. I didn't have time to wake up kian so I just ran after her. Then I heard her scream my name.
WINTER?! babe are you OK?. I yell. Then I get no answer. After a while of running through the woods I come to a river and I finally see Winter. She just laying there breathing heavy and crying quietly like she gave up hope. Winter? Are you ok?
Jc.. help me I-I can't breathe.. she said as her voice was cracking.
Oh my god! I say as I run Over to her.
(Winters p.o.v)
I laid on the ground and told Jc I can't breathe. Then he comes over to me and picks me up and starts to run back to the house. As Soon as we arrive back Jc sets me on the counter And runs upstairs to get my inhaler. When he comes back he gives it to me and I feel much better.
Jc can I just tell you what happened tomorrow? I asked
Well it's already tomorrow it's 7 in the morning but you can go back to sleep. He said. so I did.