I not only want you,I love you,I need you he said.
But he never said these words to me alone,there was Qisha,Misha and Felicia too,
Who he called boo when he tried to woe.
The flowers,choco bars,and expensive cars were his way to make you vow,
be faithful to him and bow.
I got caught up in the moment and became a slave to him,
Dave...yes he was my fave but left me caved.
Depressed ,stressed and never dressed to impress after he left.
Not only had i been enslaved to him,but drugs too.It numbed my pain for a while
But never made me forget the amount of miles i walked just to see Dave smile.
I swear i was willing to cross River Nile without being paid a single dime
Because in my head id seen a forever ,moreover my presence to him never seemed like a bother.
Even if i stayed for longer i'm sure he was never going to wife me one day,
kiss my cheeks at night and tell me things would be alright during my darkest times
because his dick just wasn't willing to put the games aside.
There it was, I took a stand and packed my bag and slept on rags.Ouch! is all i said to most of my clients who paid me a dollar or two to get me some food.
I'd become homeless,reckless and most of all hopeless.The little money i got went to beers in order to get cheers from my peers who would help stop my tears.
The streets had become my home,and i slowly learnt the tactics to survive.This is what it had come down to,from a pilot to a harlot.This is when my deceased mother's voice rang in my head
"Be careful baby girl,the streets are no match for a queen like you.
Get your education and focus on your job.These men are sly and
always waiting to pounce on prey.Be wise my dear and never let them install in you some fear
Because once they see you succeed,they''ll do anything to crush down your seed."
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ENSLAVED.
PoetryTemptations are there,we all have desires that need to be fulfilled but don't let it fool you