His Love Hurts.....❥

Chapter 4:

After school Jaylin and I went to his house to study. Done with the studying, we decided to watch some t.v.. Jaylins phone rang, so I decided to take his phone to play with him. I hopped behind the couch to get away from him. He jumped on top of me and snatched his phone back from me. He angrily said "don't touch my shit!" Then he back handed me so hard I thought the room was spinning! As soon as I regained my balance, I got up and grabbed my things. In sadness and anger I said "Don't put your hands on me like that again!" I don't know whats going on with you, but I am willing to help you through it. First you need to let me know whats going on with you, and your family. Second of all if you put your hands on me again nigga I promise we gone get to fighting! Nigga you think I'm playing? I'm not.

"I'm sorry Kalice! Ive just got a whole going on with me. You wouldn't understand...." Jaylin said. "Ofcourse Im not going to understand if you dont tell me whats going on!" I replied. Look, can we just sit down and talk about all of this? "Yeah, OK sure, Jaylin replied." So we sat down on the couch to talk. We both took in deep sighs, preparing for what is to come about in this conversation.

Jaylin began saying, Well my dad was just diagnosed with leukemia about two weeks ago. Things have been pretty hard on my family. My mom is always so sad, its like when my dads health was taken away so was her happiness. I hate seeing my family go through this mess we call life. My little sister Lisa keeps asking me "Is daddy going to die?" What am I supposed to tell her when she asks me that? I dont know if he is going to die, so I dont know what to tell her. I guess that is why Ive been so angry all the time. Lately Ive been feeling this type of anger and sadness Ive never, ever felt in my life before. When I see my father suffer I just want to die myself so he wont have to. I feel like hitting will help me het my anger out. I know its wrong, and Im really trying to control myself and get better. Im not going to lie... Its hard! Im sorry for all the pain I put you through. I shouldnt ever put my hands on you or any other woman for that matter. I truly am sorry. Please forgive me? & Will you please help me through this?

Oh my gosh Jaylin! Im so sorry! I dint even know what was going on with your family..... Now I understand it better. Im not happy about you hitting me, but i am willing to help you through the sittuation. Maybe I could come to the hospital to see your dad with you some time. I could make my incredibly delicious double fudge brownies! Dont you worry we will get through this, esspecially because you have GOD and myself here to help you & your family!

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