misery | g.d.

Chapter 5

The alarm rings and it's Sunday, damn these weeks passed by so fast.

I try remembering what happened last night with Grayson, I couldn't get it out of my mind. I felt addicted to it.

I get up and rub my eyes, I go inside my bathroom to wash myself.

Ew bad breath

I grab my tooth brush and did my normal morning routine, I also haven't thought about Mell.

She left like she didn't care anymore, I wonder where she could have gone.

As soon as I was done, I walk out of my bathroom and hear a car honk.

"Gracie!" It's Ethan yelling, I wonder why he's here.

I quickly go down the stairs and put on my shoes, I open the door and see Ethan already in front of me.

"Ethan, um what's wrong?"

"It's Mell" he rubs his neck.

"What about her? Is she ok?!" I say with my hands on his arms shaking him.

"Um Gracie relax, she's okay, she's with me geez, loosen' up" he takes my hands off his arms.

"Oh, what did she do?" I ask crossing my arms.

"She uh, slept...with meee" Ethan squints his eyes and has a cheeky smile.

"Don't hurt her" I furrow my eyebrows

"I won't chill, um yeah that's about it, I have to go check up on her" he turns his back and waves, he walks towards his car.

"Ethan wait! What about Grayson"

"What about him" he stops in his tracks and lifts up his eyebrow confused.

"Um, did he come home late?"

"I was asleep, but he went to go somewhere last night, why?" Ethan says.

"Um nothing, just asking um take care of Mell and bring her home in one piece"

"Alright, bye" he walks to his Range Rover and hits the road.

I stand here watching him go like an idiot, I head back inside and headed to the kitchen to grab something to eat.

I check my social media as I hop on my seat next to the counter as I munch on a cookie.

I scroll and scroll, nothing new basically.

I felt bored, last night between me and Grayson was...amazing.

If it was a dream or not, I don't know how I got into my house, the last thing I remember doing was falling back on the floor naked because my legs were so numb.

It felt so real, and I actually felt the numbness everywhere in my body.

Maybe it is real

What Ethan said reminded me of last night, about Gray. He went somewhere, and probably came home late. Ethan was asleep also.

It has to be real, I have fucking hickeys everywhere and my lips felt so numb and my legs also.

It's hard to believe such a thing, I was just a girl not wanting to love but to have sex.

I feel like going up to Grayson again and repeat doing the sexual things we did last night, it was so...soothing.

Refreshing,  soothing, soft, rough, nasty, and hard at the same time. I can't help but wanting more, I feel so horny right now.

I hope we meet again for sure.

I'm such a bitch.

I get up with my phone and I leave the kitchen, I go up the stairs to my room. I smell the fresh breeze hit me.