Dear diary

Chapter 4

Ysabelle's POV

Yes! May POV ako. Thanks to you author. 

First of all, Imma introduce myself to all of you. I'm Ysabelle Villaraza. 20 years of age. Syempre Beauty with Money. Hahahaha! As if namang makakapasok ako kung walang brains diba? Yes I'm a cosplayer. Nakapasok ako sa school na to dahil sa connection ni Mommy. Friend daw kasi niya yung may ari. The Hell I care?! Duuuhhh! 

Let me tell you my story. Short lang ito pero brief. Okay? So please do pay attention.

Back then when I was still 12 years of age. My life was completely perfect. Yung parents ko both stable. I mean they don't work too much like other parents out there. Kaya may time sila samin ni Yael which is my older brother. 

But here's the twist! I can't or even all of us believe na may ibang pamilya si Mommy. Yes, my mom. After all the trials our family had encounter. Goooosh. Hindi ako makapaniwala kay daddy nung sinabi nya samin yon. But when me and yael found out about it personally. Wala akong nagawa buong gabing yon kundi umiyak sa shoulders ni kuya. 

Baby, C'mon get up there. Pagyayaya sakin ni Daddy while he's smiling. Habang naupo siya sa gilid ng kama ko

I don't know how you could smile as if nothing happened. Diba dapat kayo ang mas nasasaktan sa mga pangyayaring ito? Naluluha kong sabi kay Daddy

Baby, kung hindi ako magiging strong. San nalang kayo kakapit ng kuya mo? Alam ko namang crying babies ko pa din kayo. Nakangiting sabi ni daddy. Habang hinahaplos yung buhok ko.

Yes princess. Tama na yan oh? Inaasar na tayo ni daddy. Nakangiting sabi ni kuya.

Thank you daddy and prince. Salamat nanjan pa rin kayo. Sa wakas nakapag salita na ko.

Huminga muna ako ng malalim. 

Inhale

Exhale

But dad. Can you explain kung bakit nagawa satin yon ni mommy?  Kung paanong nangyari yon and kung bakit ang bilis nyong natanggap yung situation.  Lakas loob kong tinanong kay Daddy.

Hija, sa mga nalaman at nakita nyo. Its already been a proof. Ako ng bahala sa mommy nyo. In this type of trial we must learn to forgive and forget. Upon this we would be strong enough for the upcoming trials in life. Yael, ikaw na muna bahala sa Crying princess natin. Dad said those words. It really mean everything to me.

Simula noong pangyayaring yon. Naging rebelde na ako sa mommy ko. How could she? To think na yung anak nya parang ilang taong mas bata lang sakin. I don't know why should iI feel this. Pero kasi sobrang mahal ko yung family namin. Para makalimot, I've decide to be a cosplayer. Kasi yung character na pinoportray ko, nakakarelate ako sa character na yon. I want to be strong but it seems to be I can't. Something is pulling me back to the old crying princess way back before.

Okay! Enough of the drama! Gettin back to reality.

Nagkaroon ako ng circle of friends and that includes Daphne Cruz and Elise Sarmiento.

Actually ako yung tao na hindi ganon kafriendly. Pero I have an angelic face. Sabi nila yon. And hindi din naman siguro ako magiging magandang cosplayer if I don't have an angelic face diba? Hahahahaha! I'm just lightening the mood. Masyado na kasing madrama e. Basta ang gusto ko lang na maging parte ng buhay ko ay yung mga taong walang kaplastikan sa katawan kung may kaartehan man. Siguro depende nalang sa situation.

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Andito na pala sila Jake and Xyrelle sa room. Medyo nagkakagulo nga e. As far as i know. Si Xyrelle kasi ay model. Syempre given na mayaman at may utak siya. Like what I've said. Hindi kayo makakapasok sa gakuen school kung hindi kayo Money and brains because this school not just needs money but also students with brains.

Uu-hmm. Hi Ysabelle. I'm Xyrelle remember? I just wanna be friends with you. If you don't mind? I'll be honest with you. Choosy kasi ako sa friends. I don't wanna be surrounded by plastics. You know what I mean. Yan yung sabi sakin ni xyrelle. Pagbulong nalang yung 3 huling sentences sakin.

Grabe. Really! It's an honor to be her friend. Most famous din kasi tong babaing ito. Hahahahaha! Hindi naman ako chismosa actually its just that I'm updated sa mga elite people. Hahahahahahah! Okay fine I'm just making an excuse. Hahahahah! 

OMG! Halos napasigaw na ko sakanya. Natutuwa kasi ako. Akala ko snabera tong babaing ito. But I'm glad and honor to be her friend. 

Sssssssssh! Stop! Keep Quiet! tarantang gesture ni Xyrelle sakin. With matching point sa lips ko. Hahahaha! Its a cue na I should shut my beautiful mouth. Ang cute nakakatawa siyang kasama. For sure she will never fail to make me laugh pag kasama ko na siya.

Okay. I'm fine. Sabay baba nung kamay nya. She's naive really but quite interesting really.

It's really okay with me. Actually, akala ko mahihirapan akong iplease ka. I thought pipilitin kitang maging friend ko. Hahaha! Yes, we're the same. I hate bitches and plastics.  Yan nalang yung nasabi ko sakanya. Pero parang natulala siya. Did I say something wrong? 

Whaaaaaat!? Bakit mo ko pipilitin?!!! OOOOOOOOOhhhhhhhh Ehhhhhhmm Geeeee! Shocked nya sinabi

I'm thinking if ito ba yung gusto kong maging kaibigan. Its like ang hysterical nya magsabi or should i say magreact on such simple things. Yan nalang yung naisip ko. Napa roll tuloy yung eyes ko.

Geeez. Fine. i'm sorry about that. Kwentuhan mo naman ako regarding the rules here in school. Remember I'm a newbie here.  Mejo mataray na sagot ni Xyrelle. Damn! This girl is really interesting.

Lika na nga. So may pagkabossy ka pala at mejo suplada ha? Mejo mataray na sagot ko sakanya. But hindi kami yung nag aasaran thingy or nagbabangayan. Like were sisters dito. I mean long lost sisters. 

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Ang dami naming napag kwentuhan ni Xyrelle. Were like bestfriends nga kagad e. Its really amazing. Kahit ako rin naman naamaze. Pero meron din naman talaga sa buhay natin na magiging napaka easy natin sa isang tao. Napag kakagaanan natin kagad ng loob.  

Hello! Pag ako talaga madrama e no? Hahahaha! I can't help it. Haaay.  Nakwento ko na din pala kay Xyrelle yung tungkol sa buhay ko noon past. Ikinukwento ko lang kasi yon sa mga taong special sakin. And as far as I know. 3 na sila ngayong bestest bestrfiends ko. Hindi ko pa siya mapapakilala kila Daphne and Elise. Now kasama na si Xyrelle sa grupo.

I really love my friends. Coz I know they are my sisters in different mother. Hahaha!

 ♔ To be continued

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