what led me to be up here?
life,that's what
click..BANG
the view is amazing tho'
better than the sum of all the tears
that have been shed
that will be shed
click...BANG
there is the hospital
brim-full of hope
and parental pride
click...BANG
they both abandoned me
one,no choice,death
i missed you dad
the other watched her boy turn man
in a haze,through the bottom of an immortal bottle
you missed me mum
click...BANG
click...BANG
there's my school
here i learnt how to feel inadequate
my life-time acheivement
the first flight of steps to my eerie
click...BANG
ah,my work place
where i furthered my research into make-do and mediocrity
under-valued and ultimately disposable
a twenty-three year mind-fuck
click...BANG
click...BANG
click...BANG
after today,
no-more
no-more promises and lies
no-more "how are ya mate?"insincerity
no-more being be-littled and bullied
no-more being me
NO-MORE
click...BANG
click..BANG
click..BANG
click...
click...
click...
there it is
over now
all bar one
my top pocket redeemer
my metamorphosis about to be complete
for now, I will enjoy the view
'til the door behind me bursts
then
I will soar
click............................................................................................................................................
