That One Crush (Chapter 1)

Chapter 19

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KayKay's POV

I walked into school on Monday thinking about my past weekend it was very fun believe it or not. Even church with Larry was amazing. We didnt talk much but we just enjoyed each other's time while watching movie after movie.

I really wish we were together though but I dont think Im ready for a relationship just yet. He is the type of player at times and I dont want to get caught up in it.

Since its the last week of school there wouldnt be lots of children at school, even Larry. He told me last night that he wasnt coming, I am hating life at the moment.

As I went up the staircase at school. I just headed straight to class and took out my phone and began too read I Can Only Love Once the book is amazing especially with Angelina's little sister Aneisha, she kind of remind me alot of myself. She loves her shoes and clothes. From what Im reading she is an amazing dresser.

I began too read but somehow I wasnt reading there were so many thoughts going thtough my head as I thought about everything that I have done and what I am going to do. Aint no one messing with my future no matter what.

Then suddenly my mind clicked to Glen. I really missed her mad ass after all that she did. So I decided too call her.

I tried at least 9 times but no answer was given. I didnt pay mind too it. If she doent want to talk I'll just give her, her space.

The day went by slowly as I just read and read not paying attention to my surrounding. I  talked to Chelsea today we havent talked like real friends in a while so I decided to get back on score with her. She is an amazing friend. We may pass each other straight but once you need her she is always by your side. We exchanged numbers so I guess I'll bother her later.

I walked out the school looking for a car that afternoon. Only to see my dad come out of the blues and stopped in front of me.

"Get in babygirl." I just smiled and did as I was instructed. I love my dad always did, always will.

"We got to talk babygirl. Lets go too the park is that okay with you?" he asked looking at me.

"Wonderful!" I said smiling. I haven't been too the park since the thing happened. I dont even want to think about it so I shook off the thought and just looked ahead. I was glad and sort of sad that daddy picked me up because I have alot of walking to do when I travel. But then again I havent seen Jabari in a smile. I sort of miss him. We only talked once on Facebook after we met. But things went down scale after that.

We pulled up at the park and got out surprisingly the whole ride was quiet.

Dad walked towards the bench and sat . He was crying and I didnt know. I saw the tears just run down his face as he gazed off into space.

I sat next too him and hugged him. I wanted to cry to but I had to be there for my dad.

He then wiped his eyes and kissed me while he smiled.

"Babygirl, Your growinv up so fast. Just yesterday. You were in your mom's belly now your 16. You grow so fast. Its your last year at school and you should have your head on point. No straying. Just books. I know you like Larry. Like hell Im so happy you are. I'd love for him to be my son-in-law. I want to see my old best friend again. I dont really know how or why we stopped talking but anyhow you are more important to me than anything else and I would like if you stopped travelling. It's really ad around now and too lose you would be the worst thing ever so it would either be me or Larry picking you up okay?"

I nodded and with that he asked if I wante something to eat? I nodded again as he walked to go get us hot dogs the line was so this meant I had sometime to pull myself together from crying. I hate seeing people sad it isnt fair for them.

I then felt a presence beside thinking it was dad I looked up from the position I was in when he left.

I gasped as I had my mouth open.

Next to me was a smiling Josh. He just looked me over. Today I had on my uniform. My school is pretty weird. We can either choose to wear uniform or dress clothes when your in the last form.

"Hey cutie! Its been a while how are you?" he asked still looking at me. I looked away and the answered

"Im okay and you?"

"Better now that I saw you!" He said with his world famous smirk.

I simply rolled my eyes he then came closer.

"You okay girl? You just shrugging me off like Im an dog."

"Naww Im cool."

I said as I looked at him with a reasurring smile.

"So Its been long can we get back.on track like how we used too?"

I didnt want too but I didnt want to say no either. So I went with what my heart told me not my head.

"Uhh Yeah sure why not."

We exchanged phone number and then he disappeared out of the park. Dad then came back soon after with three hot dogs. We quickly ate it.  As. we were walking towardd the car I got a message.

JJ- Hey cutie ;)

Me- Heyy ^_^)/

JJ- You home yet?

Me- How can I reach home this fast? You left at least fifteen minutes ago.

JJ- Oh I was just checking Gotta keep track of the girl thats got my heart

I blushed as I replied. We got home and I went straight to bed. I didnt even tell mom good night. I then told Josh I was going to bathe. So I dashed into the bathroom not caring if I bathe clean or not. When I came back. I didnt get a reply. I havent been online on any of my profiles before so I should go check up on whats new. I thought. Josh has some cute pictured so I decided too check out his profile first.

I opened up his profile and just as Iwas about to check out his profile and cover picture. I felt my phone vibrate next too me.

JJ- Heyy babe. I gotta go do sometime Ill text you when Im finished.

I didnt feel like replying just yet because I had so many notifications and messages in my profile.

I tgen turned back my gaze to his profile and scrolled down. A tear trickled down my cheek. As I watched his cover picture it was with him and Salena. The girl he was with well is with for almost two years. I remeber when he tried to get at me when they were together. And once again I fell into his trap. I tried going down more as I saw a picture of him and her kissing just uploaded about a mintue ago. I read the caption which said

My baby's here with me tonight. I love her so much my one and only.

Before I know it more tears where trickling down my face as I slowly closed my laptop. Why cant I ever stay haply for once. This isnt fair. All the other girl look so nice and beautiful with their shape abd everything. While Im here and cant even get a proper friend. I just cried as I place my laptop back into its bag and slid it under the bed. I laid in bed and cried as I thought

I should have never been made.

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Wow KayKay really has it bad /.\

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-KayKay