The First Time

The Fist Time

Chapter 1

Niam's POV

It's four in the afternoon, I had just got a text from Jesse telling me we we're over. Jesse and I had been dating for two years. We were the it couple. Now it's all gone. I was crying. My brother walked into the room asking what had happened. I told him, "Jesse broke up with me." He was pissed. He asked why, I simply told him I didn't know. My phone starts ringing Not Ready To Make Nice by Dixie Chicks, it's Jesse. I answered and he told me he should explain, so I let him.

"Niam I'm sorry. It's just... You like to take things real slow. I mean it's been 2 years and you just now started letting me kiss you in public. I want to be able to show my love anytime I want to. I want be able to make out with you in the hallway and make all the girls jealous cause I have or at least had the most beautiful girlfriend ever. You're all I could ask for. I just think, that maybe... Your scared or just aren't feeling it?"

I sat there. I didn't know if I was angry, sad, or happy. What he said seemed right about wanting me to show affection in public. But the whole maybe I'm not feeling it was wrong. I mean, maybe things get boring every now and then but that's probably cause we need to spice it up a bit. I finally spoke. "Jesse I do feel it. I love what we had.. I think maybe I should start showing more affection out in public. I think maybe that could be the reason why we get so bored in the relationship sometimes."

He spoke, "I'm sorry for what I said about the whole breaking up. Maybe we can give it ago?" I smiled into the phone and said "yes!" I was happy, he seemed to be too cause I could tell he was smiling. He told me he wanted to pick me up for dinner. "See you at 8 love you." Love you too baby."

The clock shows 7:30 I had already taken my shower, done my make up, and hair. Now all I have to do is put in my dress. I grabbed the dress it had been the one Jesse got me for our 18 month anniversary. I have to admit for a boy he had good taste. It was a strapless rosé red dress with a sweetheart neck line. The back was criss-cross an showed some skin. I put it on and grabbed my black pumps.

There was a knock at the door. My dad let Jesse in shook his hand and conversated as I made my way down the stairs. Jesse looked at me in aww. He wouldn't take his eyes off me. He had been wearing a black button up shirt that showed his muscles with some faded denim jeans. He looked hot. He walked up to me and helped me off the last step and hugged me. He gave me the roses he has bought. I kissed my dad on the cheek goodbye and walked out the door. Jesse picked me up bridal style and carries me to his truck. Before he opened the door he sat me down and pulled me into him. We kissed passionately. He kissed me the way he had never kissed me before. I was shocked but happy. I was getting tingles from his smooth touch. He put his hands on the back of my thighs and picked me up. I wrapped my legs around him and he pushed me against the door. We kept kissing like that for what seemed like a year but was really only about 5 minutes. After he set me down he kissed my forehead and told me he loved me.

We pulled up at a fancy restaurant. I'd never seen the place before. Jesse came to my side and helped me out. We went inside and Jesse told the waiter reservations for Walker. The lady smiled and said this way. I looked at Jesse with concern. I guess he noticed cause next thing I know he says "Don't worry, it's not as expensive as it seems." I slightly smile and nod my head. We go and eat. The food was amazing. Best I had ever had. He took me home. The whole way home I couldn't keep my eyes off him. When we got to my house he turned off the truck and looked at me. He scooted close to me and leaned in. We kissed again. I felt the tingle again as his tongue explored every inch of my mouth. He moved his hands from my neck to my back. He pulled me into him more, trying to get me as close to him as he could. I left his mouth and made my way to his jawline. I kissed his jawline and to his neck. I sucked lightly in a hypnotizing way. I earned a low moan from him. I stopped and he had started unzipping the back of my dress. I stopped him. "Woah tiger."

"To far?" "Just a little." He apologizes and we begin to kiss again.

We separate and he tells me he loves me. I tell him back and I get out. On my way up to the door he calls me I answer. "Hey don't forget to fix your dress real quick." "Oh shit." I fix it and go inside up to my room. I plop down onto my bed and fall asleep. That had been one amazing date.

I woke up the next morning, I still had my dress on. I recall what had happened the night before. I had been happy. I get up and go take a shower. I put on my turquoise crop top and black pencil skirt. I grab my phone and see I had one new message, I check it and see its from Jesse, he had said "I had fun last night! Ill be by to pick you up at noon. Be ready! Xoxo"

I look at my clock it had only been eleven thirty. I did my make up and put my hair into a fish tail braid. I grabbed my black Converse and put them on. I looked in the mirror one last time before going down the stairs.

I hear a knock on the door it was twelve, right on the dot. I opened the door and am welcomed with huge muscular arms wrapped around my waist. Jesse picked me up and kisses my check. When he set me down I hugged him and kissed him. I tell my dad bye and walk out with Jesse. We get to his truck and get in. When we get in he smiles and says "I hope you like walking." I smile and say "Love it." He smiles and we make our way to a field. He parks and helps me out. He takes my hand and leads me to the field. We had been walking for a good 20 minutes in silence. Not an awkward silence but a comfortable silence.

We stop at the top of a hill. I see a set up, a picnic basket on top of a blanket, with roses, glass wine cups. But instead of wine in the bucket he had gotten Sparkling Apple. My favorite. I looked at him and jumped into his arms telling him it was beautiful. "I thought a beautiful girl like you should have a beautiful picnic." I smiled at him. We went and sat down. He reached into the basket and pulled out some apple slice with caramel, chocolate covered strawberries, and a footlong club sub from Subway. He knew exactly what I liked on it. We both eat and smile at one another. He fed me some strawberries as I fed him. On the last strawberry he made me closed my eyes. I wanted to question it but I didn't, I simply went a long with it and closed my eyes. He leaned in and kissed me, slowly first but rapidly accelerating. We laid down and kept kissing. I wrapped my leg around his side and he grabbed my thigh and side. We kept kissing he rolled over on top of me and kissed me harder, with more aggression. He started kissing my neck, earning a small moan. He kissed my neck more, soon the kissing turned into sucking. I knew I should've stopped it but it felt so good so I let him. He came back to my lips and we kissed passionately more. After about 5 minutes we stopped. We cleaned up and started walking back to the truck.

When I got home I walked up to my room. I smiled in the mirror at the hickie on my neck. It had been huge. I was trying to think of a way to hide it but anything I did it still showed. I was happy that it was there but I was scared of my brother Maxes reaction.. What would he do..

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• Authors note: What did you guys think? I'm new at this so bare with me. I'm working at this, about 2 paragraphs a day. Anyways enjoy! :)

Xoxo,

Shelby!