G R A Y S O N S P O V
Why does it have to be like this?
Why can't I let her in!?
I want to but..
But I just can't.
Maybe it's because of my past.
Because of what happened.
I need to learn how to start letting people in.
But every time I do, it all gets fucked up.
I get moved to a new home, they find someone else, they just stop caring about me over all.
My life is just fucked up.
But I need to do something, I need to let her in.
I like her.
As more than a foster sister.
I know it's wrong, but I can't help it.
I jump off my bed and went to her room.
I slowly opened the door, and started to walk in.
Being careful not to make a sound.
She was on her laptop watching some show on Netflix.
The lights where off, so it was hard to see where I was walking.
But I could see her because of the light from the screen.
As I got closer to her I stuck my arms out, ready to grab her.
Once I to her, I grabbed her sides.
She screamed and then hit me.
"What the hell Gray!?"
She called me Gray...
"Sorry, I couldn't help it. Your reaction was hilarious."
"Shut up."
She paused her show and turned towards me.
"What do you want." She said a bit annoyed.
"I just wanted to apologize for the way I was acting earlier." I said to her.
"It's fine, I forgive you."
Her tone changed completely. (0-100 real quick)
"Aly?"
"Yes."
"I want to tell you something."
"Go ahead, you can tell me anything."
"I have problems..."
"What kind of problems?"
"I have trust issues."
She sat up and looked me in the eyes.
"It all started when I was about 9, my dad left my mom a-and..told us we weren't good enough, that we were useless."
She started to tear up.
"My mom took it way harder then I did. She started to change, she'd go out, and leave me alone, and wouldn't come back until 3 in the morning. She started to drink a lot and then s-she started to h-hit m-me."
By now she was in tears.
"This continued for three years, and got worse over time. Soon she snapped and told me that my father was right, I'm useless, that I wasn't good enough for her. She was drunk and had gotten ahold of a gun. She was running around the house, screaming at me, telling me how I ruined her life. She took one last sip of her drink and told me to come sit on the couch. She said to me "You'll always be worthless, no one will ever want you, no one will ever love you. No one" and then she put the gun to her head, and pulled the trigger. That was the last thing she said to me. And from there, I was put in the foster system, I've been to numerous homes, none of them are ever permanent. Like my mom said..no one wants me, they just want the money."
Now we're were both in tears.
She didn't say anything, she just wrapped her arms around me.
We sat there on her bed for a while, and just cried together. I had never cried in front of someone before, ever.
She looked up at me.
"Gray, you're not worthless."
Al-
"YOU'RE NOT WORTHLESS!"
I didn't say anything.
She pulled away from me and looked me in my eyes.
"I-I like you Gray. As more than a foster brother."
I didn't say anything back.
I just leaned in.
So did she.
I kissed her.
It was amazing.
Her lips are so soft, so amazing.
The kiss was lustful, yet passionate.
She pulled away and smiled at me.
I smiled back.
I don't think I've been this happy in a long time.
I really like her.
•••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••
Sorry, that chapter was entirely in Grayson's point of view👌
Tbh I low key cried..😭
But anyways, hope you liked😁
Until next time...
BYE BITCHES!!
ALY😈
