WARNING: I'm telling you all this because I feel I need to get this off my chest...
Ok so I'm being a bit of an emotional teen and I'm going to explain something I didn't realize until I finished the chapter I've been working on .The things that Izumi goes through about loosing his brother hit pretty close to home for me.
When I was younger I had an 'older brother' but we weren't actually related. His name was Tyler ,He was Alwase there for me no matter what he cared and he didn't mind going out of his way to make sure I was ok ...but at 17 he was diagnosed with cancer (not sure what kind but it effected his heart)
he tried to keep it from me and the others . But we figured it out pretty quick...
At 18 he died in a car crash he had a seizure behind the wheel and died on impact.i couldn't even go to his funeral I had locked my self in my room for weeks not eating or drinking properly I also developed an anxiety in cars but luckily I'm better with that...
I'm sorry and I know you guys probably don't want to hear my back story but I just want you guys to understand if I get emotional in a chapter. :) those who read this I want to thank you so much for understanding.
R•I•P Tyty
