Every time I go to do something better for my self...well I see you.. I hear your voice.. the constant question replays in my head over and over. Yet, some how you never seem to fail.. I push your name out, i distract my self when you have drowned the only pure thing i have left... the face that everyone sees, the smile everyone notices, and the fear in my eyes only a few will recognize. But, you dont seem to care. You dont seem to be bothered by the disturbance you have left..
