Promise, My Love

We laid in bed until the sun went down. My mind wandered into my own space of thoughts, eventually forgetting what just happened not too long ago with Avery.

Why would Avery be so mad that I didn't say "I love you, too" to him? It's not like we are together. Obviously, he don't care too much about love, because he's still sleeping around with any and every woman that'll allow him.

Why is Aaron so upset with Avery?

Avery pulled me out my thoughts by kissing on me. Why do he continue to play this back and forth game with me?

My eyes rolled down to him as he sucked on my neck. He looked up at me and mumbled an "I love you," against my skin. I looked down at him for a minute, then replied with an "I love you, too!"

He continued licking and sucking on my neck. I started to push him off, but I settled on enjoying the feeling. His hands roamed my body as he came up to kiss me. Our kiss went on for a few minutes, due to the passion that was released during our tongue battle.

I came to reality and pushed him off. As much as I wanted him to make love to me, I couldn't bring myself to sleep with him. His savage lifestyle was not for me, whether he's my best friend or not. I need a monogamous man, not someone who sexes the first thing they see.

Though it's hard, I have to admit, I do get jealous of the girls that Avery have sex with. He wasn't like most men though, every female that he had sex with, was gorgeous. Needless to say, it was hard to believe these women would let him toy around with them.

In all honesty, I really do think that I have nothing on these women. Avery always tell me that I'm beautiful and they're just hoes, but I beg to differ.

Don't get me wrong, I'm not ugly. I'm just not insanely beautiful compared to them. Avery on the hand was gorgeous. He stood at 6'2, beautiful brown eyes, and let's not forget that smooth, mocha skin complexion. He was the whole package, plus more.

I shifted in bed, turning over to the right. Avery turned me back over to face him.

"Won't you go to sleep?" I told him.

"I'm not sleepy!"

"Too bad, cause I am." I lied on his chest, yawning.

Next Morning

I woke up to an empty bed. I went in the bathroom and took my shower. Aaron should be getting released soon.