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PANIC! AT SCHOOL

both of our phones went off at the exact time. Kian got up first and shook me and said "let's go". "ugh okay" forcing myself to get up. we folded the blankets and put everything in the trunk. we got in the car and took off. it was dead silence. I was too tired to start a conversation I guess he was too. or it was too awkward for us. I mean shit went down what is there to say?
we arrived at my house.
me:"bye"
Kian:"um see in Class?"
me: "um... yeah..."
he drove off I looked up to see if my window was open. fuck. it wasn't, how am I going to get in now? i guess I have to get in the backyard. I climb the wall to my backyard. my dog started barking.
me:"shhh Lola its me"
I jumped down. Lola started licking me I knocked on the doors. in a few minutes my mom opened it.
mom: "what were you doing outside at 4 in the morning?"
me: it's 4:50. Lola was crying and I wanted to check on her but she's fine.
mom: how did you get lock out?
me: oh my god mom, i opened the door and I guess Lola jumped on me and pushed the door closed.
mom: alright then go get ready for school.
I had a mini heart attack. I took a shower and later was doing my makeup and blowing drying my hair. i put on a plain maroon shirt with ripped black jeans and put on my white converse. i had a lot of time to make breakfast.
***
the bus dropped us off at school as always . I went up to Jenn. I couldn't wait to tell her everything.
me: "hey"
Jenn: "shut up bitch how could you break up with Jc and be so happy?! he is a nice guy and handsome, girls would die for a guy like him! I mean you are really fucked up in the heard aren't you?! I can't take your bullshit anymore!"
jenn walked away. Jenn screaming at me felt like she shot me with a bullet of emotions. everyone looked. some recorded it, some laughed and others complained about thinking it was going to be a physical fight. the bell rung. I just stood there. I felt like I was in a room and the walls were closing up on me. I couldn't breathe. until I felt someone grabbed my hand
Kian: "I just saw what happened are you okay?"
me: "I can't breath-e...."
Kian: "shit, you have asthma?"
I shook my head.
me: "no i can't.... I'm feeling... like... I'm going to faint"
I tried to breathe normally but I couldn't.
Kian: "you are having an panic attack! lets take you to the nurse."
we went to the nurse. and he told the nurse I was having a panic attack. she told him I'll be fine just go to class but he convinced her to let me stay there and rest. then she gave him a pass and he left for class. she gave me some pill to relax. I laid on a bed, it was so quiet here. I'm not a sensitive person but I felt like crying. I was going to loose my best friend. I felt like my eyes slowly closing until I fell asleep