The Bad Boy and The Suicidal Freak

Chapter 5: Goodbye.

    Vipers POV.

   It's been 3weeks since I have been here and to be honest, I actually love it here this time.

   I have really good friends here and I have fallen for Kaleb.

  Even tho he had mood swings at first he's on medication now so it's all good.

  Not that medicine is a good thing but I mean it helps him so.

   He is actually soo sweet. Kind caring generous anything you could ask for. He's not like others. I love him.

  No Viper love is a strong word. Anyways. I could not be happier. It's actually sad I am having the most fun I have ever had up here.

   I was currently eating lunch when doctor Murphy came up to me and told me to pack my stuff because I get to leave today.

  I nearly broke.

  I didn't want to leave. I can't. I'll never see my friends here again. I will never see

  Kaleb again.

   I run up go my room crying without even caring about how strict they were about us going off alone.

   I ran to my room and slammed the door.

  I laid on my bed where I ended up falling asleep.

     When I awoke I was in a bed but not my simple hospital bed.

   I was in an empty room with boxes in it and nothing besides that and the bed I was on.

   I walked outside where I seen my mom unpacking across the hall.

    I screamed and fell to the ground.

   She ran up to me and started to hug me.

   I pushed her away. A flinch. Natural instinct when she touches me. I was in tears.

   "Oh honey. I missed you so much. I've changed. I have stopped drinking. I stopped doing drugs. You've missed a lot. I moved up here for a new-"

  I cut her off.

  "NO mom! You put me through hell. I will never forgive you. Ever. Your worthless. I am covered in scars because of you. You let my father rape me. Fuck you. I was better off dead. I will never love you. Ever!!" I screamed getting up and slamming my bedroom door behind me.

   I locked it.

   I ignored her pleading for me to forgive her.

  That's when it hit me.

   I have no real friends anymore.

  I have no Kaleb.

  I miss him already.

  An most of all I never got to say goodbye! 

  I burst into tears more than I already was.

  I layed on my bed and cried and cried and cried.

  Until eventually I fell asleep.

  
    When I woke up I looked at the clock and it was 10:45 AM. It's the next morning and for some reason I have this undying guilt in my stomach.

  I got up and looked at my self in the mirror. I was a complete disaster.

   I had my hair all messed up and my clothes were all wrinkled and dirty.

   My eyes were bloodshot an I was pale.

   I knew why this guilt was.

   I felt guilty for screaming at my mom when I knew she was just trying to help me. When she said she changed I didn't know whether or not to believe her.

  I was mostly upset because I never got to say goodbye and they were my only friends.

    Especially ka- 

  I almost choked on my thoughts.

  Especially him.

    I realized that I needed to apologize, so I opened my door and found my way down the stairs of this simple yet out standing house.

  I am most certainly unprepared and not ready to speak.