Just Friends

I Tell You. Im Straight (Jackson pov)

(Night)

"I just dont wanna go home. I already know what's gonna happen when i get there. And to be honest i don't like doing what I do. I do it cause i have too." I rambled in Cantonese Drunkly. I dont even remember who i was talking too.

"So I like to be around bambam. Because he makes me forget about home. Its just us and im happy with that. Just us. Just friends. Thats how i like. Ill always have my brothers backs but whats the point if they dont have mine?" I continued.

"Okay time for bed" Bambams mom said.....she didnt understand a word i said.
She made me stand and took me to a guest room. Where i pulled out my phone and watched porn. Gay porn to be exact. Why because i wantes to see how it worked. Some guys moan....a lot. And really loudly. I jad to use headphones. Then i thought of bambam, and went to his room.

"Bambam. Wake up. Im drunk and i want you to do something funny with me." I said kinda loudly even though i tried to whisper.

Bambam just told me to lay down. So i did. And we talked.
I told him about my past and how i was treated at home. He sowly nodded off and fell asleep.....I was alone Drunk and had no one to talk to so....Porn. watching it was nice i liked it. But im staight. It was just interesting to watch. Did I have dreams of me fucking Bambam yeah. Would i ever. No we are just friends and im straight and hes straight. Soo. Nope that wouldnt happen....

(Morning-ish)

I ended falling asleep. I had a warped dream because i was drunk. It consited of lots of porn. And weed. Porn and weed. Is was preed dream.....
Anyways

I was sleepin peacefully till Bambam pushed me off the bed. Talking about how i had a boner and it startled him.

GOD I WAS SO FUCKING EMBARRASSED. But i couldnt show it. So i brushed it off and went to the guest room to jerk off and sleep....which i didnt get much of...

"Ah~" someone moaned loudly. I was surprised. I checked the clock to see the time. 5:05. Bambams mom already left for work, so i got out of bed and went to bambams room. I stood outside the door and listened as moans exited the room....

I started to feel hot. Why did hearing him moan make me feel this way.....this isnt right.

I couldnt move i was in atrans by the sounds. Feeling more and more hot.

"Ah~ Jackson~" i heard him moan. My face litterally caight fire. My jeans got tight. It wasnt about who it was it was simply just the moans now. And that last one did the tick to send me over the edge. I was about 5 second away from doing some thing about it, when it hit me. My best friend just moaned my name. My the red in my face disappeared and confusion took over. Why was he moaning my name. And why did hearing him moan my name or moan in general make me feel like this.

WE ARE JUST FRIENDS. AND LET ME TELL YOU. IM STRAIGHT.....

I think...........

We're just friends.... Right?