Be Mine

Chapter 1:

Lately i've been feeling different toward Niall. Everyone night for the last week i've been dreaming that i'm kissing him then waking up hard. We used to be really close but now I can't even look at him with out blushing or feeling awkward inside. But I decided what I'm gonna do to make it right. I'm just gonna kiss him.

It sounds wrong in many ways but I don't think our friendship will be the same until I actually do it. I can't just not talk to him I mean we're in a band together for christ sakes. The only down fault of this is that I have a girlfriend. He's talking to a girl but i'm pretty sure he likes her a lot. I know cheating isn't right but like I said, it needs to be done. I'm gonna kiss him today and pray that he doesnt kill me.

I was gonna call him over to my flat but Eleanor is over here 24/7 so I just went over to his. I was nervous as hell let me tell you. As I was up to his door I knock with shaking hands. 

"Uh hi, Lou what are you doing here?"  Niall opens the front door confused of why i'm here. 

"Should I leave?"  I asked feeling a bit awkward.

"No no of course not I just wasn't expecting you. Amy is uh here too so we can maybe watch a film or something. Maybe invite Eleanor over?" He closes the door behind me and leads me to the living room.

Great, of course amy is here. But if eleanor is here then she can distract her. Good thinking niall!

"Yeah sure sounds great i'll call her now!"

*ring*

*ring*

"Hello?"

"Hey babe, are you busy?"

"No just-"

"Great! Wanna come over Niall's ?"

"Uh okay? yeah be there in 15 minutes okay?"

"Okay I'll see you soon, I love you!"

I hung up before I could get a reply.

I don't know why i'm in such a rush to do this but I need to get this over with. I'm not waiting for eleanor to get here. Sorry not sorry.

"Niall can I talk to you for a second upstairs?"

"Sure?" he leads me to his room and sits on his bed.

"What's wrong louis?"

"I uh well I actually been thinking about this a lot lately. It's been on my mind and I wont be able to think straight(no pun intended) until I do this okay. Please don't take it the wrong way." I start rambling.

"What are you talking about?" Niall looks so confused and I start regreting all of this. But I can't stop here, I have to keep going.

"Niall can I try something?" I ask as I move closer to his face.

"L-like what?"  His voice shakes alittle and he begins to turn red from embarassement .

"I just need to do this okay? Please just let me do this"  I see him nod and that's when I lean all the way in. Feeling his lips brush against mine.

I honesty thought he would punch me in the face. But I was surpised when he began to kiss me back. The butterflies inside my stomach were going crazy.

I don't really know what came over me but I licked his lips slightly which he seemed to like. He opened his mouth just enough for me to slide my tongue in.

Things started getting more heated when Niall moaned as I sucked his tongue and he moved his mouth to my neck.

I would have never thought this would have happened but I'm glad it did. I couldn't help but let out a quiet moan when Niall finds my sweet spot.

But I guess good things never last. He pulls away with a mixture of guilt and confusion on his face.

"Holy shit!  L-Louis I'm sorry. Why the hell did you kiss me?!"  He moves from his spot on the bed and starts walking toward the door.

I just sat there for a minute. I was oddly happy. There was no hidding that Niall like it. But I think it just made things more awkward between us. I just feel different now. But I don't think I should like it as much as I do.

After a while I get up and go to the bathroom in Niall's room to freshen up a bit. When I look in the mirror I saw it. Niall. fucking. Horan. gave. me. a. love. bite. Well that sound be fun to explain to ELeanor.

"LOUIS BABE WHERE ARE YOU?" Speaking of the devil.

(Rewritten 5/20/2014)