Chapter 10

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by XkianXJcX

by XkianXJcX

Kian's P.O.V
I still couldn't open my eyes there glued shut I couldn't move I feel bad that my baby girl has to go through all this...I miss her...I miss her hugs...her smile...Her kisses...I need her...I need to wake up now I need to see her to make her feel better...I have no idea how many days or weeks or months it's been all I know is that I need to wake up for her...
"Hey baby boy...the doctors said you were doing really good...maybe now you have a better chance of waking up...baby wake up...for me" she says as she cries on my chest
I'm trying baby girl but I can't I'm trying
"I miss you" she whispered
I miss you too baby girl
"Kiki...I love you never forget that...I don't want to lose you I want you...I need you baby boy" she says as she grabs my hand
I love you too baby girl...your not gonna lose me ever I'm always going to be with you
   "Why why why why you" she says as she squeezes my hand harder
Ill be fine baby girl don't cry baby
   "Wake up baby boy...for me...I'm sorry about the argument we had I know it was stupid I should have stayed with you...if I would've stayed with you, you wouldn't be laying on this hospital bed right now baby" she says as she hugs me and cries harder
Baby don't cry none of this is your fault baby stay strong for me...why am I trying talk to her when I can't she can't hear me...I can't say I love you back to her...I need to wake up she needs to know that I'm willing to leave everything and run away with her...she needs to know that this time I'm not gonna be stupid to leave her...I love her with all my heart...why did I have to get in this car accident why did I have to be in a coma...I need her...I want her...she needs me by her side
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Ali's P.O.V
It's been a month...nothing he's still in that stupid coma he needs to wake up I need him I really do He needs to wake up...that's all I'm thinking about...him...in need him(A/N:there thoughts are gonna be in italics just for this chapter)
"Hey" Jc says as he walks in to the his room
"Hey...the doctors said that he's been doing good but to me...I see him the same everyday" I say as I start to cry
   "It's called process we need to be patient he's going to be ok alright" he says as he grabs my hand
"I know but I can't help it I miss him Jc" I say as I squeeze his hand
Me and Jc have gotten really close threw out this month he's been really sweet and caring I think if he wasn't here I wouldn't be able to handle all of this...its a lot for me...
"He going to be alright ok" he says as he strokes me hair...that's somthing Kian would do when I'm sad...everything reminds me of him it's driving me insane...it really is...I'm starting to see him every where on everyone...I need him...I miss him
"Don't get stuck in your thoughts it's bad" he says as plays with his fingers
"I know but I can't help it...Jc...I'm seeing Kian everywhere I see him on other people...I'm going crazy I need him" I say as I look over at Jc
"Me too your not the only one...I really miss him...in front of you I'm strong but I can't stand not having me best friend...my brother next to me"he says as stutters a bit
   "What have the fans say" I say as I grab Kian's hand
"There praying and shît like that...my Instagram and Twitter are blowing up with tweets comment dm's...we really need Kian..."he says as he tries not to cry
"We'll get throw this" I say as I rub his back
"I know...imma go get cleaned up...I've been here the whole nights and day now it's 9pm"was the last thing he said before leaving
   "Well baby boy...I need you to wake up for me...try baby boy try for me...I know it's not easy but oh have to keep on trying baby boy...I've been a little more cheered up...I feel like everything is going to get better...I know everything is going to get better....
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I wake up to the noise of the heart monitor thingy...it was around midnight it was really dark out I looked over at my handsome baby boy laying in the hospital bed...I need him to wake up...
Then it happened...
The line went dead...my heart stopped when I heard the sound...he's died....he was gone...right then doctors and nurse started to pour in as Jc took me out of the room and hugged me tight so I couldn't get out of his grip to go back into the room...everything suddenly turned into slow motion everything...
   "LET GO OF ME I NEED TO BE WITH HIM LET GO OF ME JC I NEED GO BE WITH HIM HE CANT DIE I NEED HIM JC LET GO OF ME" I say as my voice echoes slowly throw the halls and I start I hit is chest repeatedly
   "HE CANT DIE I NEED HIM JC WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME I NEED HIM JC LET GO OF ME I NEED HIM HE NEEDS TO LIVE HE CANT LEAVE ME JC...I love him" I say as my voice echoes louder to the halls and I continue to hit his chest
...then everything stopped It was just me...Kian was gone...everything froze and I saw Kian at end of the hallway with his beautiful smile...and I walked towards him
"Hey baby girl" he says as smiles wider
"Why did you leave me my love I need you" I say as I walk to him and hug him
"Baby I'm going to always be with you I promise...for now I need to go but you need to stay strong for me baby girl I promise I'll be back very soon" he says as he hugs me tighter
"No Kian stay" I say as look up at him
"Not now baby girl but I'll be with you soon...can I get a kiss" he says as he smiles...everything we said echoed throw the halls and my ears
"Yes" I say as I lean in...the when I pulled back he was gone everything was back to being in slow motion...I turned around and I saw Jc running towards me...my Kian was gone because of me it was all my fault I should have stayed with him that day it was all my fault all of it...
"He's gone..."the doctor says as his voice echoed throw the empty halls...all I heard was the dead line...
My baby boy is gone...forever...this is were i go crazy
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I woke up sweating, shaking and panting...its was around midnight...Kian wasn't in his bed...was I dreaming was that real...I ran out of room to see Jc with the biggest smile
"Ali...he's awake" he says as he hugs me tight
"He woke up...he woke up" I say while smiling
"Yes Ali" he says while leaning back to the wall
"We're is he" I say as I go in the hospital room and look around
"they changed him rooms because he's better now...follow me" he says as he walks towards the elevator
"when did he walks up how" I say while walking into the elevator
"well he woke up a couple minutes ago...he asked about you...but when he saw you where asleep he said that he would wait till you woke up" he says as he clicks the number 1
   "Why didn't u guys wake me up I had the worst dream" I say as I sigh and the doors open...I'm anxious to see the love of my life...to kiss him hug him....I love him...
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A/N: WOOOHO HE WOKE UP...thx for reading I hope you guys are enjoying and please don't kill me for almost killing Kian...and by the way Ali will see Kian in the next chapter alright byeee ~me