Elizabeth POV
It's been 6 weeks sense I have birth to Mason, honestly he is the best behaved kid in the world. I love him so much. He doesn't keep me up all night. Only few times. And he is really easy to feed.
I was sitting on the couch with Jason watching the New's and talking to another when we heard crying. I was about to get up when Jason said
J: "Don't worry babe I got it."
I then sat back down and waited for Jason to come back with a crying Mason. After about 4 minutes Jason came down with a crying Mason just like I thought.
J: "Babe? He's hungry."
E: "But I fed him a hour ago?"
J: "I don't know?"
E: "There's some baby peaches in the kitchen in the top cabinet."
J: "NO baby, he doesn't want that."
E: "Then what does he want?"
Jaosn sat Mason down on my lap and started to unbottun my shirt.
E: "WHAT ARE YOU DOING!?"
I said slapping he's hand.
J: "Sh sh sh baby, chill, I told you he was hungery?"
E: "You know I don't brest feed."
J: "Well you can always try?"
E: "No Jason, just get him something else okay?"
J: "Baby look!"
I looked down and saw Mason hit my chest wanting some milk.
I sighed and looked up at Jason and he nodded hes head.
E: "Fine" I un did my shirt and started to feed Mason. It was so uncomfortable watching Jason look down at my bobbies. I tryed to cover up but he kept moving it back down. After about the fourth time of him doing that I said.
E: "What are you doing!?"
J: "Baby he can't get milk if your shirt is right in his face?" He said pulling it down more.
E: "JASON STOP IT!"
J: "What?!"
E: "STOP IT!"
J: "I"M NOT DOING ANYTHING!"
E: Yes you are!"
J: "What am i doing Elizabeth?!"
E: "Nvm!" I said looking down.
J: "NO TELL ME! I WANNA NO WHAT THE HELL I AM DOING YOU SLUT!" He yelled in my face.
When he said 'Slut' that hit me, I couldn't take it anymore I started to cry.
E: "I'm the slut!? YOUR THE ONE THAT RAPPED ME!" I said sobbing then running up the stairs. I left Mason on the couch for Jason to deal with I just can't care for him in the state i'm in right now.
I got to the top of the stairs and Jason was running after me.
J: "Baby! Baby! WAIT!"
E: "NO!"
J: "Baby! I didn't meant to call you a slut. I know your not a slut!"
E: "Then why did you say it?!"
J: "I was mad, and you know what when your mad at me you never say anything hurtful and your always so loving and caring. Please baby I'm sorry."
I looked away from him so I didn't make eye contact.
J: "Baby, can we talk?"
E:"About what?"
J: "Us"
We walked back down stairs and sat at the table.
J:"Baby can you tell me something."
E: "sure"
J: "When I uhh raped you, what did you think of me?"
E: "I thought you where a monster, I thought you where evil, heartless."
J:"What about now?"
E: "I think your loving and caring."
J: "Really?"
E: "Yeah."
J: "Anything else?"
E: "I think you get scary sometimes."
J: "I scare you?"
E: "Only when you get mad."
J: "I'm sorry baby, I never want you to live in fear of me."
E: "It's okay"
J: "Are you ever so scared that you loose sleep over me?"
E: "Ummm, only when I was pregnant."
J: "What?"
E: "Well after you beat me, I couldn't sleep, the only time I slept was when you left to go for a walk of skateboard, but I would lock myself in the bathroom, and I slept when I was at my Dads."
J: "So you where scard while I was holding you?"
E: "Jason let's not talk about this."
J: "Baby I'm so sorry, I never would mean to scare you, I love you so much."
E: "I know J, I know."
J: "Can I just hold you?"
E: "You don't have to ask."
Jason then got up and took my by my hand and sat me on the couch and had me layed my head on his chest. That was the first time I finally felt safe next to Jason in a long time.
J: "I love you baby."
E: "I love you to Jase."
He then kissed my head and I fell asleep.
