Change (Roc royal love story)

About Me Nicole James

 Nicole's POV

Here's a  little bit of my back round.

I'm half black and half white. My mother is black and my father is white. I have 2 sisters, Bianca and Damia, and 1 brother derrick. My dad use to beat and rape me but I never told anyone. He left when I was 13 and never came back. I loved it when he was gone I felt kinda safe. My mother did everything she could to raise all four of us. We weren't broke broke but we weren't all that wealthy either.

In high school it was fun I guess. I still have all the same best friends. We were average kids in high school. I ran track and that's how I got into college. I went to Georgia State University. I met my ex Trevor there. I used to be so I'm love with that boy. I met him when I was a sophomore in college and he was a senior. He made me feel like I was the only girl in the world. When I say I was Deeply in love with him I mean DEEP. I would do anything for him. When he graduated I dropped out of college just for him. I know that your thinking I'm one dumb girl but that's how sprung I was over him. We moved in together and he worked as a teacher and a football coach at a high school. I just cooked , cleaned , and had sex with him. Like a house wife.

Then on May 12 of 2011  he proposed to me on the beach. I was so excited. I wanted to have a bunch of kids with him. But his nice and gentle ways changed. He came home annoyed and angry. I thought maybe it was the kids at school. Then soon he would come home drunk, high, be rude,and beat me. Calling me Ugly, fat, a hoe , telling me I couldn't sleep in the same room as him. I would cry all through the night. I tried to leave him but he said he would take the most important thing to me. My family. So I never left.

I always prayed that he would change. And one day I don't know what happened but he fully changed . He went to get help. He was back to the old him. I found me a job working as a assistant for Keri my friend. My life seemed perfect. We started to work on the wedding.

Then my whole life came crashing down on me. I remember everything perfectly. It was an Sunday in the morning about 10 in the morning. I went out grocery shopping for the football parties we would throw for all of our friends. I went to like 3 different stores and came back home. What I saw that day changed everything. I caught him right in the act. He was fucking Courtney Walker from my high school days. I fucking hated her. She was on top of him . When he saw me at our bed room door he pushed her off of him and tried to explain before I hit him so hard , I broke his nose. The I walked over to the hoe Courtney who was smirking on the floor and kneed her in the face then beat her half to death before I was pulled off her. Trevor tried to calm me down but that made me even more angry with him. I did the 3 b's that any angry woman would do to her man. BREAK, BURN, AND BLEACH. I was so hurt by him. I cried for days. I stopped my life for this DUMB ASS NIGGA.

I moved into my condo. I was so vulnerable for some male attention, but I wasn't about to turn into a slut and open my legs for anyone. So I quit working for Keri and of course she tried to make me stay. I started stripping. And honestly I got payed more money stripping than working as an assistant. I met Christi or Candy there. My friends still stood by my side tho. That's why I love them. 

That's where I first laid eyes on the famous Roc Royal but I like calling him Chresanto.

God I hope he never Changes.

 

Pic of Nicole's ex Forrest Tucker ~ Trey Songz brother

Gosh sexyness just runs in their family