DREAMS ABOUT HESSA

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I think I could never write a really good imagine about this situation, but I am here to try. I hope you guys enjoy it! And I am sorry if I made some mistake, I am Brazilian, so, English isn't my first language, thank you ♡

HARDIN P.O.V.

"I'll literally go out of my crazy mind, Landon" I walks to one side to another while Landon calm down myself – actually, trying to do it. But as a good and smart friend, He know it is impossible.

"Hardin, calm down, or I'll punch your face, you don't stop shaking, man" With all of Landon's calm, I stopped shaking a little, but just started again in a few minutes, like I thought. It has too many people in the same room as me, they are talking and moving so much. Well, I thought that I was prepared to this, but not at all. Actually, I am. But I didn't imagine that these feelings would come to light when I needed them to stay hide.

When I asked Tessa in marriage, with all the stuff I did to her and with the scared feeling about something went wrong, the day I would see Tessa in the church or wherever the place be, It was always in my mind, becoming real. It would be the happiest day in my life. I have told this before and it was just when Tessa was involved with me in something bigger. Of course, she always been my source of happiness, love and all the other good things that one day I felt or made. She worth more than the people think, even when they already saw our sacrifices.

Landon was a key element on this puzzle who is made by Tessa and I. When we sink, he came to help us with all he had. In countless  times, he did again, even if he didn't can save me – because I don't wanted to be saved. Even when we didn't like each other, he helped Tessa and this is a very big help. My mom and Vance made part of this too. Vance helped me a lot, more than I can put in words. Even when I didn't know that he is my biological father, he still helped me and stood beside me always, with the right words. Even before Vance be my dad, I already considered one. My mother, a little mess up, a lot help... I don't have too much to say about her, but I want to thank her immensely. She was one of the only person that I've wanted to trust. In the old days, I got crazy because of Ken. Truly. Far away from my sanity, but part of it was not his fault. Sure the other one was, I will not forget what he did, but is not necessary to keep reminding this every day. Just sometimes on the week. Zed, my enemy friend fucked me with Tess, but made she see who she really wanted, me. Always was, modesty of my part, I would never leave her to Zed. Kimberly was a great friend to my fiancee, I do not know everything she did, but I know is a lot. All these people made it happen and worth it.

Well, if we are good together today, it is what matters.

"Hmm, okay, sweetheart, I am going" Landon interrupt my thoughts.

"I hope this little time in silence and without shaking was not a reflection about how to run away and leave your best friend and your fiancee here"

"Shut the hell up, what she said?" I ask panickly, but happy at the same time.

"It's time, big guy! Good luck, I have never waited so long for this moment" He hugs me before walk in the red carpet. He turn around and yell: "Try not to faint!"

I laugh a little and he leaves giving laughter. Landon, I hate you.

I did not noticed that people already are sat and talking on a good tone. I straightened my tie, looked at my dad and Smith comes running at me, quickly. He don't gave me time to ask what he wanted, he just hugged me strongly and leave out side the church. This little act and my father's wink make me feel more confident, I think.

People stood up as soon as the band started playing that typical music. My heart was racing. I had a discount. I would see Tessa, my fiancee, woman of my life, my beautiful enter in the church, with those long white dresses, probably it will be perfect as anything else in her.