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Distruction 1

I am Nina. And as people see other people with depression, anxiety, and other mental problems, as freaks. I can be considered as a freak with depression. Its not easy to putting on a Harley Quinn face and strut through the hallways of school high fiving every person that I meet because i seem what they see.

      But its always the phases they say but it never is.
        
         Once i get behind closed doors it stays a closed door. Nothing is very easy when you have a head filled like a thousand text books in your head and you only say one three letter word. Hey. And it may seem like you want to crawl to the depths of the earth and scream. Scream like the scream is not a cry for help but those thousands of text books in your head that just often creep out. Stupid me. But like in all reality that can't happen but a good friend who's loyal and all stuff like that i can talk to but that it's  just never gonna happen with these stuck up back stabbing hoes.

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      During lunch i usually sit with preppy white and Puerto Rican girls who talk about people. I don't talk about other people because i saw what happens if you do. 
You usually get the mess swung out of you or a lot of rumors about you. And i didn't want a piece of my arm on my plate with a knife, it wouldn't go so well. I over heard the girls talking about an anti social girl who sits at lunch alone. I didn't say anything about the girl because she didn't talk about other people. And that was just my rules.

Stacey: OMG look at her split ends they're all over the place like weeds in a grave yard.

Claire: She's so pale.

Alisha: She needs to stop wearing black and just go die in a hole already.
They laughed but i didn't.
  
   They were being very messy, and bitchy. I hated hanging out with them I honestly don't know why I hung out with them. I guess I wasn't trying to let people know I have mental problems. What a freak of me.

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Welp I Guess That's the End.
Bye.