Belarus' Journal

8/4/16

Mikita, I managed to write in you consecutively for 4 days now.
Are you proud of me?

Also, I ate potato because I got hungry and he was the closest thing I could grab.

As for the Cinderella story book, I threw her out because I didn't like the book.

I hope you are not too lonely though.
I'll always be with you spiritually, Mikita.

I wish my bruther would know the same.

He always denies my affectionate gestures towards him though, like hugging or holding hands.

I think he is just shy.
He even brought a toy for our soon to be child!
It was a metal pipe. Children love playing with that, right?

He hasn't signed the marriage registration forms yet either...

Or done anything else pertaining to marriage.

I know he doesn't hate me though.
Maybe he'll return me those affection gestures soon someday, like when we were younger.

He is very sweet and kind...
Too bad not everyone knows that.