My life (in code names)

Eggs

Hmm, where did we leave off?  December?  Ah yes, December.  The time of hope, promise, love and vomit.  Yeah, vomit.  Literally everyone got sick in December.  Including me.  But it turned out to be super great ;).
So Horse and I have been talking for a while, okay?  So you have asked me to "hang out" sometime and I have started eating lunch with you guys.  Super cool, right?  Well I, of course, am just so excited for my very first choir concert of the year and chamber ensemble performance.  So it's the day of.  And.... *cue drumroll*

I'm throwing up.  All day.  Which sucks.  And you text me good morning and my moms up (because I'm throwing up all over the kitchen {never made it to the bathroom until 6 AM}).  She checks my phone and tells you "sorry she's not feeling well she won't be at school today".  Which has like 0 grammar and punctuation so...yeah.  But she didn't let any of my friends that she knows know.  Like Horse or Lollipop or Angel Hair Pasta.  Whatever... What can you do?

So later on, I'm sleeping and I wake up to a text from you.  I groggily smile and yell at you for texting during class.  I go and take some meds.  During lunch I get another message from you checking in on me.  I scold you, once again.  But after school, that's when things get interesting.  I'm still home alone.  I have sleepy medicine in my system.  And I'm really out of it.  And somehow, don't ask me how.  I call you.  *face.  Palm.* you turn me away, clearly seeing that I was out of it.  Thank goodness for that, who knows what I could've said haha.

I come to my senses after a few more naps (and barf attacks) and apologize.  My mom gets home and makes me soup.  Then we start to cuddle on the couch and watch elf.  We start talking again and you ask me out.  In like, the middle of a conversation.  And I stall and start talking about the weather.  I call Horse and Mouse and Garbanzo (we're not there yet) and Rat.  But most of them are at the choir concert.  I believe it was 5:57 or something.  I remember the date and our conversations.  You remember the time.  Shut up.

But I decide to go for it.  And everything is just so happy and peppy and we start quoting elf and Star Wars and Charlie Brown and then I sleep.  The next day at school is super awkward.  I'm in a blue dress.  I remember that.  Because I knew that blue was your favorite color and it made you happy.  So yeah.  Basically, my little sisters were ecstatic about us.  And Horse...well she convinced you to do it so of course she was for it.  Lizard was chill with it too.  Garbanzo didn't really care.  But Rat, that's where he got a bit upset. I took no account of Rat, and moved on.  (12-10-15)

One week later (12/17/2015), it was a normal day at school.  It was present day for me.  Which meant I had a bag full of presents for all of my friends.  I was basically Santa without a beard.  At the end of the day, you asked me to the corridor.  We met and you said it.  "It" being the "L word".  The "L word" being love.  And this time it wasn't about an interest or something.  It was about me.  I had never had a guy say that to me before.  Plus, it was moving so quickly.  I mumbled it back incoherently and you didn't hear.  I ran off, confused.

I had completely forgotten that I was supposed to ride the other bus home.  It wasn't until I had gotten to that bus that I had remembered.  I dashed out of the bus and tripped over a bus tire.  I topple down and face plant.  My glasses fling off a few feet away.  My knees and hands are bloody.  I touch my forehead and it's bloody too.  "Great" I mumble.

Basically, I make it home and apologize to you for running off and explain myself.  You understand ("see") and find out that I ran into a bus. 

Christmas play rehearsals went on and we talked about how I was playing a single mom with two kids.  That was strange.

Well the Christmas party was great.  And New Years Eve was super great too.  I was at a party at Horses house.  And I said it.  To you.  At midnight-ish. But it wasn't easy.  I was so scared of rejection.  You had already said it but that was a week ago. You said it back and I had a HUGE relief.  (1-1-16)

The next day, we decide we want to go out.  I don't remember all of it.  But we do.  And we want to go to the movies but my mom says we can only hang out if there's someone else there too.  Horse comes along and we let her pick the movie.  She picks Krampus.   A scary movie.  Basically Horse tried to cuddle into me while I tried to cuddle in with you and hear your funny remarks to it. 

And that's January.  Well...part of it.  See you again soon ;)

Love you forever,
                          Brianna