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[so I just want to make you all aware that Madeline has mood swings like a girl on her period and they can be set off by the smallest of things, so yup. sorry if there are any guys reading this, lmao]
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From: maddiecarson@gmail.com To: lydiamartin@gmail.com Subject: Hi
Dear Lydia,
Hi. I vaguely remember the first time we met you saying to email you if anything was wrong, well, something is horribly wrong. Oh gosh, you probably don't know who this is, it's Madeline Carson. The girl who sat in front of you in pretty much all of your classes, does that ring a bell? Not sure you remember me at all actually, as you haven't talked to me, or even made any sort of acknowledgement towards my existence in over four months, so yeah that's a little discouraging to think about.
Anyways, the thing that was bothering me was that every time I start to think, my thoughts go back to you and I get an awful feeling in my stomach and it's like a whole bunch of killer army butterflies are in a cage and their trying to escape, and then my eyes start to water, and you know how I wear a lot of dark makeup and I don't like it smudging so I try to move to get a tissue from my bedside table and I can't reach it, as whenever I move from my curled up position on my bed I feel like my heart is ripping in two so, that's a really lovely feeling.
I feel like I've just burdened you now, I'm sorry you probably don't care about how I feel but um, im just worried that you won't ever talk to me again.
