RECAP-
''Are you okay''fade asked
''yeah'' I lied. My eyes were watering again
Fade noticed and hugged me tight.
''He's not worth crying over. Remember the plan.'' he said.
He's right. I need to play him. And I will
RECAP OVER-
Fade and I went to go get some ice cream and I enjoyed spending time with him. He kept on trust falling on strangers to see if they would catch them. it was a fun day.
We walked to my house and he hugged me goodbye and left.
I realized I hadn't checked my phone all day and I saw a new number messaged me.
the message read
''its malak''
oh great I thought to myself sarcasticly
''im sorry about earlier'' referring to what he said about fade
''I really do like you''
I gave him a call.
''How are you going to say you like me and then kiss malu at the beach. You make no sense''
''She kissed me first'' his excuse
''But you kissed back''
''I wanted to pretend like I was kissing you'' he mumbled
''I don't like her'' he said. But he was probably just playing with my feelings.
''Stop lying. You probably wanted more from her. Im not gonna let you play with my feelings Malak. Im not gonna be one of your toys. You already hurt me'' I spoke and ended the call.
I put my face against my pillow and started to cry. Why did he have to be put in my life? Why did I have to feel feelings for him? Does he really like me? I regret telling him he hurt me. Now he knows hes means something to me. I wanted to play him but he played me. I had stopped crying by now and watched tv.
BUZZ.
I pick my phone up and it was Malak again
''I just wanted to let you know that I really meant what I said. And im so sorry for hurting you.''
''facetime me if you want''
My heart wanted me to facetime him but my head knew it was wrong if I did. He'd probably hurt me more.
I really wanted to see his face again.
Why am I doing this? He hurt me but I still wanna go after him?
