Well if you asked me how I'm doing I'd smile and say I'm hanging in there. What I really mean is I'm dying. On the inside I feel like there's nothing. Like a shell of who I was. Before you came and wrecked my world. I was happy and doing fine. You came in made me feel on top of the world. Showed me what love is. Taught me to be carefree. Till you stopped caring. Out of the blue. One day it was all about me and then it was all about you. I'm learning, learning not to be afraid. Learning to live without you. Trying to learn to make myself happy. Trying to learn not to care anymore. Because the more you push me away, the closer you're pushing me to someone else. You destroyed me so bad that I'm gonna be recovering for a while. Learning to live on my own. Learning to live without my world. Learning to be happy even if you aren't the reason anymore. So as I say goodbye I'm also gonna say thank you. Thank you for teaching me about what love is. But also thanking you for teaching me that even the greatest loves die. Thank you for teaching me how I shouldn't be treated so that one day I'll know how I should be treated. Thanks for helping me realize that you love yourself more than you ever loved me.
