Why Me ?

Where It All Started

Hi I'm Amy I've been bullied since fourth grade because of my weight but that's the least of my worries now, I'm now going in to my sophomore year of high school and this is my story.

'"Amy get your sexy ass up its time to go " my best friend yelled from the bathroom my best friend Monica is the exact opposite of me she's social, pretty, and good at everything. Monica has brown hair big brown eyes and the most perfect skin ever it was tan and shinny like the models. She could be a model if she really wanted to.

"I'm up." I said in a raspy morning voice. She always calls me sexy not knowing she looks a lot better than I do. But she is very confident in herself. Something I lack most of the time.

"Guess what. " Monica said excited. Excited for what though.

"What. " I said in a fake excited tone.

"This year is all us, also someone just moved next door to me and they might have a son hint and he might be super duper cute hint. hint.'' She didn't just say 'super duper' I laughed really hard. Monica has wanted me to get a boyfriend ever since she started dating her boyfriend chad in the seventh grade but me and boys don't mix well. Boys usually stay away from me because I'm not the prettiest girl I'm just average and if they do approach me its because of my body not my personality. I have brown hair, hazel eyes and a great body only because I work out a lot because I use to get picked on for my weight so I started working out doing squats and now they don't pick on me as much. The main reason they don't any more is actually because of monica ever since we became friends it kinda just stopped.

"Monica boys don't like me for me " I said in my its fine voice.

"Honey you've come a long way your not that scared little girl I met in sixth grade your a strong female this year is ours. Also I picked out your outfit were matching the first day bitch " we both started laughing. I got in the shower came out to find a black crop top with stripes and some denim shorts. I looked at Monica she knows I hate showing my body even if it does look nice I still picture the old me in the mirror I wasn't really fat I was just chubby back then they called me Amy mc chubster so I grabbed my green jacket and my black hat.

"that's not you anymore" Monica said as she started to hand me the clothes I went to her closet and put on the clothes I looked in the mirror and actually felt kinda good about myself like damn I look good .

"Lets go " I said in my sassy feeling myself voice. I'm going to feel AND act like beyonce. I should be able to feel good no matter what people say.

"DAMN you look good Amy if I was a guy I'd tap that" Monica said then I started laughing. I had to wipe my tears from laughing so hard and clutching my stomach. No more laughing for to day I had a day's worth.

"I'm driving " Monica said as we left and said bye to mom no she's not my sister but when you've been besties since sixth grade your part of the family.

As we get in Monica's Ferrari and turn on the radio our song comes on "I want you to be mine again baby '' we scream at the top of our lungs. Fetty wap was my favorite rapper if that's what you would call him.

when all of a sudden I see the most gorgeous guy step out of the house next door. m
My jaw dropped and I immediately turned down the music and grabbed Monica's face and pointed it in his direction.

"Told you " she said and raised her eyebrows as we pulled out of the drive way and onto the road to get to the school.

"why was he literally so perfect for you " Monica said feeling amused.

"Monica how was he perfect for me he's so yummy and I'm a literally a potato" I said Staring at her and she turned to look at me and then back at the road.