Random Stranger || Kim Taehyung

Chapter 1

Taehyung POV

I give up, I don't know what I am doing with my life anymore. I want to jump, fly off this building to heaven with my parents. "Mom... Dad... I miss you... Why did you leave me? In this cruel world, I have no one" I mumbled to myself as I looked upon the stars still hoping to find a reason to live.

I walked closer to the edge, looking down upon this world full of sins and sinners. I want to live, I don't want to die, but I have nothing to live for. Life is the most beautiful yet cruel lie.

*Flashback*

"MUM!! I want to go to the beach I want to go! Can I please go!?" I cried as I pleaded my parents for a response.

"Dear... What should we do honey?" My mother questioned my father. I looked at my father my eyes full of anticipation, curiosity, hope and sadness. He looked up from the papers in his hand he had been reading and silently stared at me. To say that I was terrified was incomparable.

My father let out one of those dad noises followed by a soft sigh."We can go, don't cry now okay?"My father comforted me as I beamed with a smile, excited for the trip, but rather more because of my father.

"Okay! Thank you Dad! I can't wait to go!" I replied wiping away my cold sad tears, as new tears started to emerge, warm happy tears.

*End of flashback*

Never would have my 10 year old self ever known that the coming day would have left me with an eternal scar, emotionless and broken with nothing left to fix.

The almost demonic but reoccurring voice in my head recited "You cannot do this, you cannot betray your parents, see what they have sacrificed... do not rot like me". I let out a loud scream as anger and frustration made their way throughout my body. I can't leave this world with that guilt. I will not die... yet, not unless I get what I want and need.

This sick world was the last thing I wanted to die for. I wiped my tears with my sleeves getting a clear view of the bright night city accompanied by the shimmering sky. This beautiful world, its just a mask.

Nothing is beautiful.

After getting inside a cab I mumbled the address of my house to the old man in a Santa costume, it was that time of the year again. As the ride begun his Christmas themed playlist begun to play. To say I was annoyed was an understatement. The ride after having at last stop after listening to 40 minutes of Christmas songs I let out a sigh as I paid Santa Claus apparently and walked inside my cold and lonely house, I couldn't call this place a 'home', it's just a shelter to me, the main aspects to a home are nonexistent, the main, a family.

Feeling guilty, I went up to my room and inside the covers of my bed. I want to escape reality, I want to be comforted I don't want to be alone. I don't want to live in this cruel and lonely world of mine, not alone.

I opened up my phone and scrolled through my contacts, pizza place, chicken place, schoo- How silly of me... to think i have somebody to lean on. No friends, nobody to talk to, no one to express my emotions to. However I was  desperate and determined.

Looking for someone to talk to, I went into my messages and typed in random digits and sent a text to a random stranger.
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A/N
Shit this chapter shorter than a miniskirt Soz
#rookiewriter