Forever & Always andy biersack love story

Chapter 5

-Leah's POV-

So I told Andy I'm anorexic... I was so scared he would be mad at me. He told me he loves me. I'm so happy! He's so beautiful. His voice his face his smile his personality the way he sings his smile his eyes. I'm in lo-.... My phone rang. Stupid phone always ruining the moment. I got a text from my boss. Lisa. The devil. I hate her. The usual.. I'm late for work I am doing a horrible job..... No this one was bad... 'I got a text from this number. It was from Andy. He told me that he wants to go out he loves me not you. Don't bother to show up for work. I got someone else bye!' My heart sank. Andy was in the other room and I didn't want to show my emotions. How could this be... Andy said he loves me. Not her! I wanted to die. I was broken. Somebody kill me now. I walked to the door and grabbed my keys. I started to open the door before I was stopped. Andy. "Babe where you going?" I froze. My heart stopped. "Umm I'm going out." A tear fell down my face. Thank god I wasn't facing him. "Are you ok?" He grabbed my shoulder. I pulled away from him and walked to my car. I got in and I saw him standing on the porch looking at me. I drove off. I hated him. My savior the one who saved my life is a douche bag! I turned on the radio. 'Done for you' came on. "Are u fucking kidding me. I turned off the radio and played sleeping with sirens, blood on the dance floor and pierce the veil on my phone. I couldn't listen to bvb right now. I was so broken.. Why did he do this to me... I kept driving... I didn't stop. I drove for hours. After 3 hours my car ran out of gas... Fuck! I was parked on the side of the road. I hated my life I wanted to die. I called jake. I started to cry over the phone. "I want to die jake I can do this anymore" I kept crying. "Hang in there Leah I'll be there as fast as I can with the guys.. Except andy if u would like." I was happy that he cares and was bringing everyone except andy.. I never want to talk to him again. After jake hung up I fell asleep. I didn't dream.. All I saw were the monsters in the blackness of my eyelids.. I saw Ana.. After a couple hours of sleeping somebody knocked on my window. Jake. I jumped out of the car and hugged him.. I was so happy to see him. Everyone stood behind him. We all had a group hug. Jake took my hand and jinxx hooked my car up to the back of the R.V they brought. I walked in and sat on the couch... Jake was driving so I didn't get to talk to him... Me and the other guys talked for a bit and they all went to the bed area to sleep for the last hour of the ride. I sat playing with my phone for a moment. Then somebody sat on the couch with me. I looked at him. Andy. I wanted to bitch slap him and stay in the bathroom. I got up and he stood up next to me... He's so tall, "Leah can we talk" he sounded like he's been crying. "No you hurt me.. You told me you loved me!" I started to scream. "Andrew Biersack you hurt me! I can't believe you!" I ran to the bathroom and locked the door behind me. I pulled a razor out of my pocket. I cut my arms and my legs. I didn't cut deep. But I felt good to get the pain out. Someone knocked on the door. "Umm just a minute." I was scared someone would see me with a razor and scars. "Leah please listen to me.." Andy. "Umm ocupado buddy" I got really nervous. "Leah I'm coming in." Oh shit. "No don-...." Too late. He walked in. He looked at my scars and the razor. Shit. "Andy listen to me please" I let a tear run down my cheek. He walked out and went to his bunk. I tried to follow him.. "Andy please listen" more tears. "Leah no! Just go away." He slammed the door in my face. I walked to the couch just as the R.V stopped. I ran off the bus into the house before anyone else. I ran upstairs to the bathroom and leaned over the toilet. I puked. I didn't cause it. It just came up. I sat there crying. Thank god nobody heard me. I wanted to die. I walked back to me and Andy's room. Soon just his room. I heard someone else. Lisa. Fuck. I heard them kiss. My heart shattered. He said how much he loves her not me. So he tried to get me back but he is with her. I'm done. I walked outside to the R.V and slept on the couch. I hate Andrew Biersack. He's a heartbreaker. I'm done. I fell asleep...