Memories of a person can haunt you
Memories of a person can please you
They can do both all at the same time with the same person
That happens with me sometimes.
I miss her sometimes.
Though she was toxic, I assumed I loved her
I was much to infatuated to realize what was going on.
Until she was gone.
And I miss her sometimes.
The feelings of want and remorse come and go
Though....
They're there. And it's hard to ignore them.
Its because of that, that I miss her sometimes.
Admitting the memories are hard
Especially when you have a new love, that you plan to be with
It may not be marriage, but life....
Even if I miss her sometimes.
When you see this, do not mistake that I wish to return to that.
I do not.
Though the time was pleasant and warm...
I am allowed to only miss her sometimes.
The phrase I love her comes to mind
But it is not her I still love
I love the memory of what she was and what we had
I miss her sometimes.
But with that in mind
I am happy where I reside now
The memory can cause me grief, but happiness. It is the memory I love. Not the one in the memory.
I am allowed to miss her.
And so I do.
But I am happy where I am.
Even if i miss someone.
