Plot Twist | BTS [hitaus]

Chapter 12

UNEDITED EXCUSE FOR MY MISTAKES.

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"HOSEOK! NO!" I quickly ran over to him and took the blade out of his hand.

"What have you done?"

"Sh*t" He quickly tried to hold his other hand to cover his arm.

"No, don't move." I hold his arm for better view, it was covered with a list of red lines. Some were still bleeding, some were already starting to clog and some were just fade lines from previous times. My heart fell down to the ground instantly as I saw his eyes, usually it was filled with hope and happiness, however today was different, it was filled with emptiness and tears.

"Why?"  I looked at him with a stern look however it didn't last long, as I softened when I saw his lips trembling as he tried to hide the sound of his sobbing. I stood up and look down at him still holding his hand.

"Stand up. Come." I had to pull him a bit until he finally stood up. I then lead him over to the sink and started to run water gentle over his arms to wash off the wounds. He let out a soft whimpered as his wounds were hurting from the contact with water. After it was clean, I sat him down on top of the toilet and told him to wait for me as I quickly ran over and get the first aid kit. No one talked or made any sound while I cleaned up his wound and put a bandage around his arms. I then look at him with a disapproving look while he looked at
me feeling guilty.

"Next time, instead of this. Find someone to talk to. It's better." I sighed and said to him giving him a reassuring smile.

"I don't know who to talk to. I don't want to feel like a burden for them, when I know that they can't do anything. All the others have their problems already. I don't want to add onto them." I could clearly tell he holding back his tears as he was trembling while talking.

"You can always tell me, okay? I like listening to stuff. Come to me whenever you feel like this again and not to this blade. Now come, go to sleep. When you wake up, it's going to be a new day. Forget everything and start new." I let out a small smile and took hold of his hand to lead him out of the bathroom. I leaded him until we arrived at the door of his room.

"Remember to always come to me." I said and turned around to leave.

"Kylie."

"Mmm yeah?"

"Thank you so much." Then the next thing I knew, I was pulled into a tight hug by Jhope.
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After what happened last night, I was so worried that I couldn't sleep at all. It was shocking as well, as the Jhope we always see on tv was a happy, cheerful guy and doesn't seem to have any problems at all. As I was lying on my bed to scroll on instagram, there were fan photos from the last event that BTS attended. Each one of them were smiling and then my eyes wandered to Jhope.

What if all the boys were actually going through something bad as well, but still were trying their best to present a smile to the fans?

My heart instantly sank to the floor and sighed out loud. Feeling restless, I decided to go out and cook something for breakfast. Eating always makes me feel better. Everyone was still fast asleep in the room so I tried to sneak to the kitchen as quietly as I could. I opened the fridge and there was only some eggs, ham and cheese.

They must have forgot to refill the fridge. Boys.

I decided to use the remaining eggs, ham and cheese to make a small omelette for myself. It was only 6am, the mart had just opened, so I decided to go and have some groceries shopping. It was in the morning, and not much people were on the streets. I had my ears plugged in and "Butterfly" was blasting in my ears. The soft voices of the boys always made me feel better whenever I was going through something rough.

The boys cheer me up when I am sad, but who's going to cheer them up...

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Back home, they were still not up yet so I took out my groceries and started to cook breakfast for the boys.

"What is that?"

"Oh my f*ck" I jumped and turned out, and Jimin was standing so close. He chuckled and pat my head.

"What are you doing?"

"Cooking breakfast for you guys." I smiled back.

"Mmmm, f*ck. Can you just stay here forever?"

"Morning" Before I could even reply, a voice interrupted us, turning around to only realised it was from Rap Monster, and... Jungkook was behind him as well. I decided to ignore him and only waved to Rap Monster.

"Morning! I cooked breakfast. Have some!" They both sat down on the table, however Jungkook did not touched the plate in front of him and just reached out to grab a cup of juice.

"Ohhh! Breakfast!" V literally just bounced out and have the largest smile on his face. I smiled at that sight however it disappeared when I saw Jhope behind it. I looked at him with a worried look, and he returned a small smile. Feeling a bit more relieved, I bought a plate of breakfast over to him and gave it to him.

"Thank you for everything" He looked up and smiled. Suddenly my phone rang, It was Yuka. Before I left to get the call, I pat J Hope's head, however I could feel Jungkook was smirking and glaring at me. Trying to ignore it, I picked up the call and walked to the corner for some privacy.

"Yeah?"

"Oh MY! I GOT NEWS," Yuka was literally screaming right into my ears.

"Dude, chill. My ears are hurting" I joked.

"Anyways, I heard more about who Dave Mckenzie likes." My heart started to sprint again.

"Go on"

"Apparently, the girl he likes is from Class D."

Class D? There are only three girls with Black hair in Class D. Who could it be?

There were this girl call Cindy, Sally and....

Me.

But  no way he would like me.

Or does he?