Holocene,
Perth,
For Emma,
Towers,
Michicant,
Wash,
Calgary,
Flume,
Lump sun,
Skinny love,
Creature fear,
Each time Perth would come on he'd turn it up just a little bit,
He'd tap his fingers on the steering wheel as he drove,
Singing quietly to the song,
The weather was cold,
He was wearing a light blue sweater,
His dark jeans,
A pair of dress shoes,
And the watch I gave him for Father's Day,
He looked at me from the mirror and smiled,
But his eyes were sad,
And tired,
I didn't smile back,
I turned to the foggy window angrily,
And he stopped smiling immediately,
"bitte sei nett"
I didn't respond,
Which I could only get away with today,
"What did you say to her"?
His wife would ask,
"I asked her to be kind" he replied,
Then everything was silent again,
And he turned up the volume of the song,
"I was lost but your fool"
Bon Iver hummed,
"Was a long visit wrong?"
I wonder if mom will come back,
"Say you are the only one"
Where did she go,
"So many foreign worlds"
Why does everyone always leave,
"So ready for us",
"So ready for us",
Then there's Jamie
"The creature fear",
Does she really care,
"I was teased by your blouse",
Do I really care,
"Spit out by your mouth"
What do I do without a mom,
" I was loud by your lowered"
It's not dads fault,
"Seminary sold"
But he should've tried harder,
"Tear on tail on"
Why does everybody leave,
"Take all on the wind on"
I miss my home,
"The soft bloody nose"
I miss the way it felt during summer,
"Sign another floor"
I miss walking into a room and seeing mom,
"The so many territories"
I miss the sound of the fan,
"Ready to reform"
I miss George and Floyd,
"Don't let it form us"
I miss when all I was worried about was school,
"Don't let it form us"
I wish this was all a dream,
"The creature fear"
I wish I could wake up,
"So did he foil is 'own?"
I want to wake up,
"Is he ready to reform?"
"waren hier" my dad mumbles
"So many torahs"
We're here
"So many for us"
"ich verstehe" I say letting my dad know I understand
"The creature fear"
