Inhale; Exhale

"give me a smoke"
exhaling the powerful smoke from your lungs as they slowly turn more and more grey
*puff puff pass*
inhaling all that nicotine to make mother's words stab me like a knife
"oh, honey. You're worse than I ever was"
The cringe after the thought began to make me breathe once again and restart my life for the next day
"I hate you"
My arms reaching out to you, asking for help. Wanting to be free from all of this pain I ever received from anyone ever made