Bestfriend or boyfriend? (Jacksepticeye x reader) ON HOLD

Prologue

A/N
This is my first fanfiction, and i hope you like the first chapter. Feel free to ask questions :3
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"OH MY GOD, JACK!!" He keeps beating me at my (f/g). This is so annoying!

"That's what you get! That's karma!"

"I'm done playing, i seriously thought that i could win"

"Well you challenged me to play, you said i would lose and then you did. It's only fair."

That was a bad idea to challenge him. I thought i could really win this time.

Sean has been my bestfriend since grade school. He saw me being bullied and he didn't like it. At least he was around during the time. I don't think I would've been able to get passed it all.

"Rematch?"
"Nope."

"I'm not even going to argu-"

"I want lucky charms!"

"Pure irish itself."

"Shutup."

"Fine i'll get you some lucky charms." I gave him a smile that was delightfully annoying, and all he did was raise an eyebrow before grinning.

"Yay!"

I've always never really understood why sean was my friend. I was the schools biggest joke and for some reason he always would hang out with me. At least he didn't ignore me like everyone else. Sometimes I wonder why it was me, out of all people, there were others being pushed around, but why me?

I grab the lucky charms and the milk from the fridge and just my luck, drop the milk.

"Frick." I sigh under my breath.

"Where the hell is mah lucky charms!!!!"

Jesus! He could shake the windows.

"Calm down i just spilled milk, to the store!"

"I can just eat them dry!"

"Fine, whatever makes you feel better buddy." I mumbled, knowing he didn't hear me.

I clean up the spilled milk and throw away that carton before walking back into the living room which his dry lucky charms.

I hand him the lucky charms and he starts eating like a cow. Wow. He's an absolute fiend for them, that's the only cereal he eats. Mark says it's his Irish stereotype, and I'd agree with that.

I've never been to America. Ireland has always been cozy and quiet for me and i love it. But i've always been curious about America, the history of it interests me. Sean and i both are interested in U.S. history. Sean has been to America to go to PAX, and to see his friends. But i stayed here because i watch over his house just to make sure nothing bad happens to it. I also don't have the money to go as well. I won't ask Sean for money because it is just rude.

"Mark is calling (y/n)! Hide the lucky charms!!" Sean knows he will say something about and honestly he doesn't care. Sean picks up the computer and mark's face pops up.

"Hey jack!"
"Hey mark! Long time no see!! I am just hanging out with (y/n)!"

"Jesus jack your so loud, anyway... I was just calling to ask if you want to come and visit me in Califonia. Bob, Felix, and Wade will be there. Oh and (y/n) i was wondering if you would like to come as well. Not any trouble just asking." Mark is always polite.

"I can't i don't have the money to get there..."

"Hey (y/n), i can lend you some money."

"I don't want to cause any trouble, sean go have fun."

"No, your coming with me. It will be fun."

I can't turn him down, he's been wanting me to go since the first time he went.

"Fine, fine. Okay."

"Yay!!!"

Mark and i both cover our ears.

"Damn jack, one day your going to make me deaf. Not saying you haven't made anyone deaf yet."

"Sorry i can't contain the excitment. (Y/n) has never been to America so it will be fun! Especially for her."

We leave on Monday and it's Friday so we better pack this weekend. I'm not high maintenance or anything, so I'm not worried.

"Bye guys, see you in America!"

Sean and i are excited for America. He loves going and i get to go with him. I'm so excited to go. I remember when learning and reading was the only place to escape reality. And now it's becoming a reality, instead of daydreaming about that place.

Flashback to middle school

"I heard she lost her virginity."

"Oh my god what a slut."

"She is so weak, she can't even handle the truth."

"What a nerd."

"Hey, (y/n) go jump off a bridge!"

As i walked down the hallway all i heard was laughing and gossip. It hurts, so much. But i should be used to it by now, but i'm not. The only person i have is sean. He makes me so happy. Without him, i'd be dead. Seriously, i've always been depressed. And with sean, he makes me feel better. I have thought about killing myself before. But sean would be sad if i did. I have told him about it, how i wanted to die and depression and being humilated every single day. He kept saying to never do that to myself. To always stay positive. But sometimes i can't.
Sean is at my locker, he comes to my locker everyday to see if i am okay.

"Hey sean.."

I had tear stained cheeks and red eyes.

"(Y/n), please don't be sad."

He hugged me, they are the best hugs ever.

"I'll try"

End of flashback

"(Y/n)?"
"(Y/n)?"
"(Y/n)?!"

"Sorry i was lost... In thought."

"Well, we better get to sleep so we can pack. Believe me, it takes allll day long."
"Okay i will see you in the morning."

"Goodnight, (y/n)!"

"Goodnight, Sean."