Undercover Bad Girl

Questions And Feelings

*Tuesday*

After I Calmed Down From My Panic Attack And We Told The Group About Our Past With Damien, We All Thought Why He Was Back. After Gathering Some Information We All Calmed Down And Played Some Board Games Before Going To Sleep.

Today During First Period I Had Everyone In That Period Besides Damien. So I Was Sat Smack In The Middle Of Our Group And Reese's Group. On My Right Was Reese And On My Left Was Jordan. Jordan Was Our Tech Person And He Was Nice And Sweet But To Outside People He Was Scary And Intimidating. When Jordan Went To The Bathroom Reese Asked "Why Did You Leave During Third Period?" I Said "Nothing Don't Worry About It". He Said "Did It Have To Deal With That New Boy Because As Soon As He Walked Into Class You And Your Brother Started Acting Weird." I Told Him "We Didn't Start Acting Weird And Its Not Because Of Him". He Said "Then Why'd You Say Him Like That?" Before I Could Answer Jordan Sat Down And In My Mind I Was Thanking Him Over And Over Again. So I Leaned Over And Kissed Him On The Cheek. Something Me And Him Started Doing A Long Time Ago To Tell Each Other Thank You Without Saying It Out Loud. Jordan Was The Closest Boy To Me In Our Group. He Passed Me A Note Saying "What I Do?" I Wrote Down "I'll Tell You Later". For The Rest Of The Day Reese Continued To Ask Me Questions. He'd Try To Be Subtle But I'd See The Glares He Sent Jordan. I Was Confused. "What Did Jordan Do?" I Whispered To Myself.

*After School*

We All Went To RainyDay And I Was Telling Them How Reese Was Asking Questions And Everything. After I Was Finished Telling Them The Story, I Pulled Jordan Aside And Told Him Why I Was Thankful And He Laughed Saying "Anytime Babygirl" I Blushed Even Though He's Been Calling Me That Since We Were 15. I Used To Have A Crush On Him. After That We All Started Playing Truth Or Dare. Colton Got Dared To Kiss Natalise. But That Was 5 Minutes Ago And They're Still Going At It So We Just Moved On. Now It Was Jordan's Turn And Kendall Dared Him To Make Out With Me For Twice The Time As Colton And Natalise. So We Did And Then We All Agreed On Quitting So We Just Went Swimming. But While I Was Putting My Hair Up Jordan Walked By And Said "Keep It Down And You're A Good Kisser" Then He Came In And Kissed Me Again Until The Others Called Us To Hurry Up. I Was Thinking Though "I Can't Go Back To Liking Him. He's A Player And I'll Get Hurt." Then I Ran Downstairs And Dived Right In The Pool. After We Got Out The Pool Jordan Pulled Me Aside And Said "I Like You Chloe. I Always Have But I Have A Fucked Up Way Of Showing It" I Told Him "You Sure As Hell Do. I Used To Like You But Watching You Kiss And Sleep With A Different Girl Everyday Broke Me. So I Gave Up." He Said "Give Me A Chance Please" I Said "I'm Not Getting Hurt Again". Then I Walked In The House And Said "I'm Going To Sleep At Home Tonight Bye Guys." Then I Got On My Motorcycle And Left. You Might Think I'm Cold Hearted But I'm Not I Just Am Putting My Feelings First Because I Don't Want To Get Hurt.