I lay in my bed with tears rolling down my cheeks. I don't get it. about 4 days ago I was crying because I didn't want harry to brake up with me when he was with that's girl, and now I am crying because I want to brake up with him. I love harry, but I also love Niall. I decided to take a bath and go to bed, I have school tomorrow. I step into the warm relaxing water, I lay my head back and just think about what I am going to do. I dry of and change into my pjs and lay in my soft, comfy bed. Brooklyn is already fast asleep is her room, it is about 2am and I have to wake up at 6. at soon as my head hits the pillow I feel into a deep sleep. I woke up to my alarm and turned it of. I am so tired I can barely walk. I take a shower, and change into my uniform. I brush my teeth and do my makeup. me and Brooklyn walk to school together, and of course, I see harry standing at the gate. oh god. "hey baby," he smiled and kissed me. I just smiled. I have to tell him. I have to tell him that me and Niall kissed, but not now, I will tell him when we were alone. first period sucked, I fell asleep. I walked to my locker to grab my books for my next lesson. Niall came over to his locker, god why do are lockers have to be next to each over. "I'm sorry I kissed you," he said. I just nodded. "its okay, it didn't mean anything," I replied, my heart stung as I said those words. "but, why did you kiss me back?' he asked. "what?" I said facing him. "you had the change to pull away, but you didn't, you kissed me back," he said. "Niall, it was just a kiss, it didn't mean anything, we broke up Niall, I'm...." I gulped,, "I'm, I'm dating harry," the words killed and I said them. I am dating harry, but I wish I was dating Niall.... he just nodded and walked away. he seemed really mad and upset, I hate seeing him this way, so I followed him. 'Niall, what's wrong," I ask, he turned around, his eyes were red and a tear was slipping down his cheek. "what do you mean what's wrong? I still love you, I hate seeing you with him. I just wish I could gold and a kiss you like I used to," I didn't know what to say so I just stood there staring into his crystal blue eyes. "cat?" he said. I just nodded and he pressed his lips against mine. it was just like yesterday, I wanted to pull away, but my body wouldn't let me. I kissed him back, I know it was wrong, but I had to. I pulled away to see harry watching, he was crying, I stared into his eyes, he ran out of the school doors. "HARRY!" I screamed running after him. when I opened the doors, I couldn't find him anywere! "HARRY!" I screamed again, I circled the school, and found him in ther back his head in his hands, crying. "harry?' I asked, he didn't look up at me, and didn't say a word. I sat next to him, he looked over at me. " why, why would you do that to me?" he sniffed. "I'm, I'm so sorry, he kissed me, it didn't mean anything, I'm so sorry," I said and he looked back down. "I knew it, I knew you were acting strange, I knew something was going on with you two," he said. "harry, I'm so so -" he cut me of. "just get away from me cat, I cant believe you would do something like that. just. go," I stood up and stomped of. I cant believe he doesn't trust me. "FUCK YOU!" I screamed at him and ran home crying. I know I should be at school, but I don't give 2 shits about anything right now. harry just broke up with me, because of 1 kiss. I know I wanted to brake up with harry, but it just annoys me that me doesn't believe or trust me. after all this time, I should of known that harry doesn't love me. I sat in my bed, i was wearing harry's sweatshirt.
*Harry's POV*
I can't believe it's over. I know that I broke up with her, but how will I know? how will I know that behind my back he runs off with Niall. I could tell this morning, I kissed her and she didn't say anything, or do anything she just smiled and walked away. I here the bell ring, but I don't care right now. I just sit behind the school with my head in my hands.
*cats POV*
I hear a knock on the door. I feel like I shouldn't open it but i do. when I open it I see Niall, the second I open the door he runs in. "cat are you ok? this is all my fulit I am so sorry! Please tell me he didn't do anything bad, please plea-" I cut him of, "he broke up with me," I said with a tear rolling down my face. he hid his head in his hands. "I'm so sorry princess," he said and hugged me, stroking my hair. he used to call me princess, when we were, together. " Niall, it wasn't you, It was me. I kissed you back again, because I still kind of, have feelings for you," I whispered the last part under my breath. "what?" he said. "you heard me," I said. "no I really didn't, you whispered it really quietly." he said and I giggled. I guess I still have feeling for you," I said a little bit louder.
(A/N)
Hey guys please don't kill me! URG England sucks my wifi Is TERRIBLE i wrote like 3 parts and stuiped ass DELETED THEM..... Remember to vote and leave a comment below if you think she will get back together with Niall!
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