Being One Of The Boys

chapter one

Hello. My name is skyler. I'm 16 years old. Just a regular girl. The one who sits in the corner of the room. Now your probably thinking I don't know any girl named skyler. But trust me I was there. In some of your classes. In your lunch period.the times you messed around with the girl in the back of the class. The time your crush would talk to you. I was there just passing by. I'm no Stalker I just like to watch what I can't have. Friends. Happiness. A time to laugh. I'm the one with the big glasses and the Brownish red hair that is always naturally curly. I'm just a simple girl. You have never noticed me. You have never noticed my dull green eyes that are so boring to look at. You have never notied my shortness of about 5'5 or 5'6. You have never noticed how jumpy and scared i get at times. You have never noticed my neat notes that i will never study from. You never noticed my now bad grades.you never noticed how shy I was that's why You also never noticed the day I left that school. In fact know body noticed that I left at all.  You have never ever noticed me.

The only people who have ever noticed me where the ones I had wished never did. They're the ones who would put thumbtacks in my gym shoes. They're the ones who pushed me down the last 5 steps of the stairs on the second week of school. They're the ones that would push me up against the lockers just for grabbing my books. They're the ones that made me do their homework even though their in a higher class. They're the ones I learned to stay away from. They usually only mess with me during school. But one day the found me at the park. That day I almost never made it back home...

It was a nice sunny evening. Surprisingly warm for it was the 17 of november.  I was leaning against a tree trunk in the woods. I could hear the ever so faint  children's laughter at the park nearby. I was  listing to music and thinking. Just thinking. I can't remember what I was thinking about. But I must have been in deep thought because I never heard my name being called out..

"Yo slut you can't ignore me" I heard right after my other ear bud was pulled out. I only had one in and music on low.

Somebody was sitting next me with their arm draped around my shoulder.  i ignored him in hope he would just get bored and leave. But luck said hell no to me that day. I had froze when they pulled me into them, my phone falling out of my pocket.

"Aren't you flashy today" he spoke into my ear keeping a tight grip on me. All I was wearing where my neon colored high tops, blue skinny jeans, I was wearing a shirt that has holes where my shoulders where like a shirt with a built in tanktop. It was black and had the batman symbol.i had a thinker sweatshirt on. My hair was down today. My black glasses sat on my nose like most days. So what's so flashy about my clothes? I didn't ask for fear that they might think I'm stupid.

"Hey dog I'm talking to you" he said pulling at a stand of my hair.

"Sorry" i wisperd. he was always like this. He would compliment something about Me with lost of sarcasm to put my self esteem down making it easier to target me.

"It's fine this time dog" he laughed and so did the rest of his monkey friends.

His grip was starting hurt. I had a bruise there from when they had pushed me. Every little movement would make it sting and this pressure isn't making it any better.

"I um Carter can you let go please your hurting me" he green eyes turned to me and I quickly looked away. He had the most scary eyes I had ever seen. Heck even his blond hair can be scary at times. His grip tightened as he began to shake from laughter.

" hear that boys little skyler wants me to let go of her" the rest of them began to laugh.  I continued to look down as I felt my face turn red. Than out of know where he let go and stood up. I let out a sigh of relief at the thought of the pain in my should  can finally go away. But that's not the only thing I wanted to go away. Carter stood right above me. If I really wanted to I could kick him in the balls but that would be no use since his monkeys are here.