the tears of a girl

part 1:how it all started

my name is Mia . i was born too rose and Jake. My father ran left my mother when i was two years old . i didn't know much then. my mother raised me as a single mother. for a living she would do hair at day and at night  and go to the stripe club and be a stripier . my mother had it hard and she blames me for everything . as a child i was abused because of  her frustration. we were so poor some nights i would go to my bed hungry. my mother also did drugs at age thirteen i got a job to help out my mother with the bills . i still went to school . i was very intelligent but i had a hard time getting time to study and do homework because of my job . after a time i started to blame my mother for our hardship i also blamed her for making my father leave. i hated her so much then i would of even poison her you can call me wicked but i don't matter 

i met akieme when i was fifteen years old he offered me a ride when he saw me  walking home after work  . you can call me crazy for taking a ride from a stranger but i said ,yes i agreed he asked me for my number. yea i know i so crazy but that's just me . i also gave him my number after he asked for it .he called my the exact same night and we talked for hours. later on like i was eighteen he asked me to move in with him obviously i had no problem because he was my boyfriend and i knew him for so long 

when i first moved in i felt great i had no problem to cook ,clean and wash for him. i never could stop smiling .

until he started to hide his phone away from me . on day he forgot his phone home i saw it beeping off so i answered it and i heard a woman say hey baby i need you right now i was shocked and said who i this and she didn't answer . she just hung up.

this relationship is not going to last . it's holding on by a tread.

this is where my life is at this moment.

i meet a old friend that i us to go to school with today. yea he is a boy nothings so bad. he followed me back home yea i invited him into the house .

i asked him if he would like anything he said just water so i left to go throw out some water for him . as i came i gave him the water and went to site beside him.

he got up to leave and i also got up i lost by balance i held on him and he fell right on me at the same time akieme walked and drop his bag and came and punch my friend right in his face my friend face began to bleed i just sat there in shock then he garbed me and started to slap then i feel to the ground and he started to kick me in the stomach i cried in pain .

this is when my tears are shied and when i find someone to wipe them for me   

 "OK where done i don't want you anymore your good for nothing!"

i cried as my boyfriend told me those harsh words . then he left the room and return with  my belongings in his hands i went on my knees and started to beg,

"please don't through me out the man you come and see is just an old friend please don't."

he said,"get out my house you stupid girl i'm not dome you hoe."

i cried as i opened the door when i looked back he already went and site down watching TV. He knew i had no were to go because my mother was dead and she didn't own a house , so now i'm home less  don't have a job can't help myself in any way. what would i do ?my mother didn't bring me into the world to tern like this.

I went to the park and sat down, night was already at hand so it was begging to get dark. a girl all alone on the road can easily get rapped . the last thing i remember i was watching some children play but i feel asleep on the bench. when i woke up i saw a handsome brown eyed man his eyes shine in the moon light ,he had short brown hair.

"hello are you OK Ms,"  

i was amuse then i finally answered "yes i am" even thou it was a lie.