i was know more sleeping in a room by myself and Devin is not at work as much anymore most night we would go out and have diner. i still think about akeem every night even after what he did to me. i wonder sometimes if he is looking for me some people might think i'm stupid to be thing about him but he was my first love and yes i still do have feeling for him but not that much to leave Devin. i really love Devin.
it was about 9:00o'clock and Devin was not home i started to get rared but i tried my best not to call him. when i heard the door open my heart just filled with joy to see Devin enter the door he could of looked on my face and see i was not pleased.
and he finally said " i'm sorry to be late time got away from me. you don't have to be worrying your pretty little self ."
even how angry i was i had to smile then he gave me a kiss on my lips.
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i went to the kitchen to make some breakfast i saw Devin had already made breakfast he was just standing there smiling.
as the hit of the food hit i suddenly felt like i wanted to vomit i rushed to the bathroom and started to vomit like crazy Devin rushed right behind of me. he saw me vomiting out my guts out.
he asked "are you OK "
'yes I'm fin i just don't know what happened'
a sudden fear went over my face when was the last time i menstruation he could saw the fear on my face
and asked "are you shore you are OK."
"yes yes but i would like if you bring me to the store right know."
he didn't hesitated and went for his keys i went to the store and both a pregnancy test when Devin looked me he smiled the he looked in my hands he turned pale i both the test and went home .
i hurried to the bath room and Devin was right behind of me but i closed the bath room door right in front of him then i took the test the test came out +positive my color change again and took another test and it came out the same way i don't know why i started to cry and Devin came boring in
and asked" is everything OK "
i finally stopped crying and said " Devin the test came out positive i'm pregnant."
his color change from a darker color to a light color of brown. he stand there just looking on me shocked
and finally said " are you shore"
"yes the test came out positive i also took two to make shore it was right."
" what are you going to do with it "
"what you mean with it is our baby your talking about'
'i don't think i can go throw losing anther person i love to a pregnancy yes i wanted children but don't want to risk you life i love you."
"i'm not going to get ride of my first pregnancy i Thoth you would of been so happy right now and i don't have to die is not everyone die while giving birth i promise you i would come home with our baby and also me trust me ."
"OK i will but try your best to fight i love you to much to lose you."
"Devin speak"
"i finally found someone again that i really love and now my worst nightmare has come true she is pregnant and soon to be dead like me ex wife. i need this woman!"
just the look on her face mean everything to me. she is a beauty she is even prettier than my wife. i can't do anything to heart her she is to delicate for that i don't know how a real man could of beat her.her body drive me crazy don't matter how hard i try to keep my hands of her ; can't i'm so in-love with this beauty, sometimes i wonder if she love me back. she behave like she owe me. the only person that owe anyone is me she made me love again.
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the tears of a girl
Fantasy"my name is Affion Jarrett and this is the first story i ever wrote so please read and tell me if you like it." her name is Mia white . she had a hard life growing up her mother was a drug dealer and her father is dead. her mother i also dead to. Sh...
