Travlyn Love Story ~COMPLETED~

The disappointment

   Katelyn's POV
    I wake up the next morning with someone's arms around me. I twist over to see it is Travis. I can feel my face heat up. Do I like him? Is this what it feels like to like someone?

    I keep thinking until Travis starts to wake up. I pretend I'm still asleep. I can feel his eyes on me. I then felt a warm pair of lips kiss my forehead I them start acting like I am waking up. When I open my eyes I see Travis again. His eyes locked with mine.

      No one else is awake yet so it felt like no one was even in the room besides us. We then leaned into each other about to kiss until we hear someone yawn. 'Ugh' I thought to myself. We start getting up and start heading to the kitchen with Travis right behind me. He really is a cutie. Why am I thinking things like this?! I barely know the guy.

     I get a glass of water and head back out. Right before I do Travis grabbed my waist. I turned to him scared and he looked at me smirking. What was he thinking? I asked myself. He turns me around and asks"should we get to where we left off?"

   I didn't know what to do. I just looked at him like 'I don't know'. He them pressed his lips to mine. It took me a few minutes but then I kissed back. I was enjoying it. Wait..... This is my first kiss..... It's not what I expected it or wanted it to be like.....

     I wanted my first kiss on my first date. I mean I guess it is the same day of our date but still..... Did Travis like me or was he using me to get someone else. I thought of this and I didn't even notice I was crying until he pulled away and looked at me sadly.

    I just turned my head. Then me body and walked away. I was upset. I told everyone I had to go. They all said bye and I walked home to my room. I got ice cream first and then went and cried.

    It was a great and perfect kiss but just.... I don't know how to explain it.
I wan to give him a chance but he kissed me without my permission.  I wanted to scream. So I did just that. I have been holding in so many emotions. Sad mad nervous. I had all of them.

     After I scream I cry after I cry I shake. I don't know what to do. I don't know what to think. I really REALLY like him. I want him to be mine buy I don't know what to do. I am so confused again.

       I then start eating ready I guess the date is still on. Ugh why is love so complicated? I hate it but at the same time I should have expected it. So get ready in a blue dress and start to leave. We were meeting at the park.