fanboy + seunghun

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He run though the hallway, trying to find the ' unknown ' person who texted him earlier.

He go to the information counter, there's a nurse writing in a book. " Excuse me, you know someone - "

His question being interrupt by a tall figure suddenly pop on his right, " park seungjun, surely its you. Please follow me "

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We get to the lift. My chest thumping so hard, im scared of really what's going on. " uhm, so who are you? " i awkwardly trying to start some small chat.

" Jeon Inseong, Inseong will good, " he replies just before the lift stop on the 5th floor.

He walk until we reached a door in our left. He point in the door. " He's inside, "

" w-what? " seungjun sound unbelieving the guy next to him talking. " and so don't forget to read the letter on the table ". Didn't waste anytime, he open the door. There's show jihun laying down on the bed. He walk silently to the bed and sit down.

He watching jihun with alot of the hospital wire around him. He is confused. He looking at his face which is so pale and slowly caressing his hair.

" so this is why you didn't reply my text? " he said in frustration tone.

" what actually happened to you? "

" why you didn't tell me earlier "

" wake up "

realising about the letter, he pick up a letter on the table with " written by jihun for seungjun. "

he opened.

hello park seungjun,

I

'm sorry to making you to see me like this. But i have to do this too.

Do you remember the first time we ever talk through twitter? The moment when you reply my tweet. Don't you know i felt very happy in the whole world that day.

And everyday we keep texting each other. Im bothering you , spamming you. well im sorry about that.

but there's something you need to know. the first ever moment i met you. I've got something that hides in myself. I couldn't say at that time bcs i don't want you to stop texting me.

i shouldn't say this because I'm not going to be next to you anymore. I love you, park seungjun .

" shit, you should tell me earlier, " he muttered under his breath.

The reason why am i here is, im the one of europheallia's patients. I meann i could die anytime. Until one night, these thing attack me. I tried to call you but i couldn't.

I've got only 3 weeks to live in this world. That's why I never have a friend except for inseong he's my neighbour though. I don't want to see them crying for me. I don't want to hurt anybody.

But i broke the promises. I hurt you and i hurt everyone around me. The other day i told you im a " coffee maker " is isnt what it's look like.

It was this thing tube in pink inside i need to put in me every 2 weeks. It sucks. But i survived it though.

Heyy,,, don't be sad. Remember i will be always with you wherever you are.

- @firehun101 ur man

He doesn't know the tears fully streaming down on his cheeks. He keeps crying, he doesn't believe the happy jihun he knew actually hurting inside. He regret wasn't able to appreciating him before this.

Suddenly a soft hand touching his hand. He wipe his tears and look at it. He look jihun in huge smile satring at him.

" hey, you come " he said.

Seungjun smiles and nodded " Why do you think I'm not coming? "

" Because i wasn't everything to you?"
" shut up " they both laughed.

Seungjun faced turn to serious and look at him, " why? " he asked.

" i love you too " he speaks and making jihun smile wider and a tears to his eyes.

" but I'm not going to love you anymore " he said " after 3 weeks "

" just don't talk about it, " he smile.

and the rest of the day seungjun staying late up night to accompanying jihun in the hospital.

a text

unknown: take care of him.

psj: sure

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:( im so sad to doy bias like this omfg