Nightmare (Late May 2013)

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let’s have a little chat

even better, how ‘bout a game?

I will give you hints and clues

and you have to guess my name

I am not a single thing but many

combined into one

I can assure you

that I am not so fun

I am the almighty

stronger than most

I can crush to pieces

any vulnerable host

I am a bully

I can make you cry

make you hate life

make you wish to die

I am darkness

I can cloud your life

I can fill it with sorrow

I can fill it with strife

I am a nightmare

I can haunt you in your sleep

make you tired and scared

make you endlessly weep

I am pain

I can burn you like fire

make you try to hide me

turn you into a liar

I am rain

I can make everyday sad

make you long for the sun

make everything seem bad

I am a thief

I can steal real smiles from your face

I can make you feel self conscious

make nothing feel okay

I am glass

sharp like a knife

I could make you cut your skin

possibly end your life

I am a zombie

neither dead nor living

no matter what you couldn’t control

the amount of sanity you’d be giving

I am a disorder

I can fill you up with pain

I can slowly wash you away

yeah, I’ll make you go insane

I am a sickness

nothing doctors would find

I could eat away your happiness

loosen bolts in your mind

I am a menace

a constant parasite

I could take away everything

take it all without a fight

I am the bitter end

I doubt you could cope

I’m constantly tearing souls apart

and taking away all hope

I am not a single thing but many

combined into one

Have you guessed my name yet?

If so, guess what? I’ve won

you may think you’ve won

but, that isn’t really true

because if you understand this

I’ve already got you

I am depression

so dark and so cold

I’m rude, evil, and mean

I could have your life controlled

(I wrote this poem when I felt as if my depression was going to come back. My freshman year of high school was almost over and I was dreading the lonely summer ahead.)

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