I'm Ellen.
I woke up with a headache and a sore body, just as I always do. I guess I will never get use to sleeping pills.
Sometimes I really don't want to be me, in this BODY, this fate. None loves me, not even my own family. They look at me like I'm some kind of monster. My sickness is killing me from inside. All the medicines won't work for me. My family, they are going to give up on me soon, I've spend so much money to find a cure of my sickness. All the maids are whispering about when I'm going to die in my room. I can feel my death is getting near. I didn't wish to be like this! I WANT TO LIVE. There must be a way that could heal my broken body, there NEEDS to be a way.
Or maybe this is my punishment.
No, I don't believe this, someone, someone help me, I can do whatever you want me to do! It doesn't matter who you are, HELP me!
When I realize I was crying with my face covered by a pillow, I try to stop cry but I can't, I COULDN'T hold the pain any longer.
I started to think about the dream I had last night. It was unlike other dreams I had, about killing and sitting in a dark corner crying, but this one is about me lying on grasses with an other girl.
When I had unusual dreams, they are telling me things from the future.
Do I even have a future right now? Tears are sliding down my face as I sobbing and blowing my nose on my pillow.
It's just illusions, I thought to myself, how am I going to stay outside and play with an other girl when I'm already sick like THIS?!However, a part of me is hoping for that dream to be true.
I could tell what's going to happened by pieces of my dreams when I was little, but not anymore now.
Is there's a chance the blonde hair girl in my dream could save me from my sickness?!
She looks happy. _____________________________________________________________________________
I'm Ellen.
I couldn't imagine my family's painful death as they burned in flames, but I don't regret it at all.
They are my family, they are supposed to help me, right?
Right.
They didn't help me much though, 'it' is still hungry.
'It' gives me pills that could keep the pain away.
I didn't die, which means the girl in my dream could really be a cure of my sickness!
'It' said he would help me to become a witch, ha, a witch who can't help herself. _____________________________________________________________________________
I'm Ellen.
She IS the cure!
Even 'it' says she could save me from my sickness.
I've been suffer from my sickness for years, I was more excited than curious when I see her.
She's friendly, sweet, lovely...she is my first friend. _____________________________________________________________________________
I'm Ellen.
As my curiousity slowly fades away I finds out the girl helps nothing, nothing at all.
She is being nice...but that's all she's worth.
She asks me about those pills, she said her dad says those are bad.
What do you know?! Do you think I want to eat those every night to sleep well?!
I know I'm faking smiles at her stupid jokes, she's being annoying.
How could she be the cure?! _____________________________________________________________________________
I'm Ellen.
'It' says I could trade bodies with that girl called Viola, so that's how it works!
Why not? I would love to!
Not before I've done some tricks to my body...
I don't want her to leave this house and I also would be uncomfortable with hearing my own voice sceaming and yelling.
Sorry, my friend, but you should be pround of yourself helping me.
This should've done it.
Thanks to those pills I don't need to bite my pillow to get my beatiful eyes out, the only thing I like about my body are those eyes.
It's a strange sensation without my eyes, this has some risks to get her to trust me. _____________________________________________________________________________
I'm Viola.
That was easy.
Thanks to her, I was cured.
At the end I played a game with her as the end of our friendship.
You should be happy you had helped me.
From now on, I am Viola.
(A/N: This is a horror RPG game called The witch's house, characters set belongs to them)
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