I'm a Villain of My Own Mind

Here I am Waiting

For eternal darkness that is so consuming

I live in the world with no peace

So I am a 'person' without ease

Seeing people smiling

Lets me want to think about killing

But no. I never really wanted to do that 

I am not a person that kills rats

I am very evil indeed

But no one knows I'm also a kind seed

May I tell you something about me

That will surely shock you and flee

I am not abandoned

I was just forgotten

I was never evil

I was Quietly kind

This is the true me

Didn't you ever see

For I am not the same kind

But I am a villain of my own mind