six boys, one channel

Paisyns POV (still lol)

I woke up in Kian's arm... in his bed...

clothes? check.

okay, I'm good!

how did we get here? he probably carried me. ew, I weigh a ton. poor Kian. ohwell, love me for who I am or don't love me at all. I looked up an Kian was fast asleep, or so I thought. I have to pee really bad but I didn't want to wake him up. I squeezed my legs together trying to push the feeling of peeing back.

"go pee." I heard Kian say.

"thank the lawd! Jesus, Mary, Joseph! can the bathroom be anymore farther away. damn Kian, what do you do when you have to pee in the middle of the night child?" I said fast walking to the bathroom, nearly pissing myself.

"pais, you know you're speaking... out loud right?" Kian said to me laughing.

"when a woman has to pee, she gone share it with the world." I said closing the door to the bathroom.

"oh lawd. das so true doe!" he said.

I peed and came out of the restroom to Kian sitting at his desk with only sweat pants on. is he trying to kill me? with his toned self, like daaayumm! it's getting hot in here, so talk off all yours clothes why dontcha! like don't mind me I'm just a girl who thinks your hot as fuck.

"babe, I think you should be in my boyfriend/girlfriend tag video!" Kian said turning around in the spiny chair to face me.

"is that a question or a command master Lawley?" I said to him cocking an eyebrow.

"well idk only if you make me a sandwich." he said sarcastically.

"yes masta!" I said in the Star Wars alien dude voice.

I walked closer to him as pecked his lips. when I pulled away he whimpered. ahah, you will never get this, you will never get this LALALALALA! the poor boys begging. ohwell. I walked out of the room, down the hall, then down the stairs. I found two sleeping girls on the couches. da fuq? oh wait! Cheyenne and Hayden! maybe I should make them some breakfast. I can make a mean bowl of cereal! I poured the cereal then poured the milk into the two bowls of cereal. I then set them down on the coffee table in the living room in front of the girls.

"Hayden, Cheyenne." I said shaking the two girls.

"ah! what the fuck!" Cheyenne yelled falling off the side of the couch.

"BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!" Hayden started cracking up with laughter. I started I laugh as well.

"oh my-- god-- are you--are you okay?" I said in between laughter.

"humph! my booty hurts now!" Cheyenne said sitting up and pouting.

"OMGIHEARDAHUGETHUDWHAT

THEFUCKISEVERYONEOKAY

PAISYNDIDNTDIERIGHTILOVE

HER!" Kian said running down I stairs and tripping on the last stair and falling flat on his face.

"I think the better question is are you okay?" I said running over to him and examining his face.

"I'm fine now that I know your not dead" he said looking into my eyes.

"daww, he's in love!" Hayden and Cheyenne said in unison.

"mmm, and why do you suppose that?" I said looking at the girls.

they looked at each other and Hayden said, "because he came running down the stairs when SOMEONE fell off the couch, only thinking about you and if you were okay pretty much risking his own life falling down the stairs. only after to still be worried about you and relieved that you were okay." she stated bluntly looking at Cheyenne when she said 'someone'.

"that chick has it pretty much figured out." Kian said rapping his arms around my waste.

"mhmm, and me?" I said looking at the two girls.

"you don't trust easily, your having a little bit of a road block. you want to love him so badly but your scared that once you give in he will turn around and break your heart." Hayden said, what the fuck? can she read my mind? this is weird. but she's right, after Connor I've been having trouble trusting.

"but... HOW?!" I said to her.

"she's highly intelligent and can read body and facial expressions." Cheyenne said.

"and Cheyenne here can lip read and can tell what people are thinking and their past by looking at or into their eyes." Hayden said.

"wow." Kian said walking out to the back yard.

"KIAN WAIT!" idk what just got into him but I'm going to find out... now.

when I got out to the backyard Kian was sitting by the pool with his feet dangling in the water. I walked over to him and stood there. he looked up at me, then back at the water. I sat down next to him and looked at the little ripples his feet made in the water. perfection. the only thing that can be perfect 24/7. water. one of my favorite things. Kian knows this, why are we out here?

"what's wrong?" I finally get the confidence to say to him, breaking the silence.

"what's wrong? really Paisyn?" he said looking at me now.

"what...? oh." I said trailing off.

last time I was here I was having trust issues with my brother, with his drinking problem. I was of coarse visiting Andrea and the boys in Cali but Barker was back in Indiana where I used to live before this. he told me, actually, he PROMISED me that he wasn't going to drink while I was gone because I wouldn't be home to help or protect him from doing something stupid. but of coarse, when I get home the house it's total wreck, empty vodka bottles everywhere, and Barker and two other mystery girls in his bed. I called Kian up so fast and he flies me straight back out to Cali. he stayed with me the whole extra month I was in Cali, while I was getting repeated calls from my now sober brother. he swore that he was sorry and that the girls came to him. Kian supported me through the entire ordeal and said, promised, sweared, everything that my brother did, that I could always trust him. I believed him. now he is now angry with me that I'm having a hard time trusting him. but it's not my fault, Connor broke down my walls. god dammit.

I began to cry. "Connor." I said now sobbing.

"what?" Kian said staring at me now.

"oh. oh my god. Paisyn I'm sorry, I forgot." he started to understand why I stopped trusting him.

"idk why but he broke down all the walls I took so long to built and that I put so much of my own heart into." I said now sobbing into Kian's chest.

*DING DONG*

oh great, we have some sort of visitor and I looked like shit. great. me and Kian walked into the house, him holding my hand. all the boys, except Connor, were now up and in the kitchen.

"well is just nobody going to get the door?!" I said frustratedly at the boys.

"period?" Jc laughed.

"quit, you dumb shit. she is not in the mood." Kian snapped at him.

"quit, you dumb shit. blah blah blah!" Jc said mockingly at Kian.

Kian bucked at Jc.

"SHUT THE FUCK UP CAYLEN! and I can handle my own shit, thank you Kian." I said to both of the boys, pointing my anger in Jc's direction.

I walked to the door and opened it. a beautiful tall blonde stood in the door way.

"who are you?" I asked her putting the best smile on my face that I could manage.

"I'm Maggie! Connors girlfriend!" he said sweetly.

I stayed silent.

"mnaww shit." I heard Connor say behind me.

I turned around to face him. he looked scared and nervous. I could tell because he was scratching the back of his neck.

"Maggie, cute name." I said passing Connor.

that's what Connor said his dream girls name would be a couple years ago.

I was beyond pissed.