Why Am I Here/What's Wrong With Me

WTF is wrong with me

Well, there's alot.
I was raised without a father
I'm tired of hiding my feelings about people
I get too attached
It's hard to be a friend of opposite gender because I end up liking them
I hate touching others skin
I'm mainly a Bitch
If I like you, I have no clue why
Again, I get to attached
I love any and everybody I meet or talk to
I'm a very hopeless romantic
Apparently I have 2 sides
My least favorite "side" is my depressing side
Almost everyday I cry
I'm depressed, angry, hateful, suicidal, breaking down, screaming, dead, empty, nothing, crying, shouting, giving up, hiding, wearing a mask, horrible, down, hollow, worthless, misunderstood, incapable, destessed, Lost pathetic, ashamed, bitter, forced, Uneasy, tense, dominated, distrustful, tearful, crushed, offended, aching, wronged, shaking, timid, weary, victimized, tortured, pained, lifeless, cold, dull, nervous, scared, suspicious, alienated, numbed stressed and bruised.
When I do say my feelings about people, nobody takes them seroisly
Goodbye