Love goes on - Cian Morrin

Dean...

Friday came faster than I thought and before I knew it I was on my own in the airport waiting for my flight back to Dublin. I walked around the shops picking out presents for the lads and emily and I saw mothercare and it reminded me of Lucas mine and deans baby I took a deep breath and walked inside looking st all the baby boy clothes which is the worst thing I could of ever done as I picked up a baby growth I heard a camera shutter go off as I looked up seeing a guy standing by the hangers smiling as he came up for me

" so you break Cians heart and have Blake"s baby hu your doing well Steph" he laughed

" it's not blakes!" I spoke angrily

" oh who's is it then?" He smirked

" hu? Who's is it? You'd tell me I won't tell anyone I promise look I'll put my camera away and I won't say anything your little secret" he spoke smiling

" it's no-ones!" I went to turn as he grabbed my arm that wasn't broken

" can you get off" I spat trying to loosen the grip but it didn't work

" I'm not leaving until you tell me who's baby this is" the guy demanded

" it's Cians it's Cians!" I panicked

" nope it's not as cian tweeted a hour ago a dog would complete our lives and tagged you and strictly speaking if you want a dog in a relationship you don't have a baby and you and cian never had pictures with the bump so tell me who's is it!" He came closer to my face scaring me as his grip got tighter

" it's dean's okay it's deans!" I sobbed as he let go and smirked as he walked off one of the staff ran up to me asking if I was okay while another one stopped the guy from leaving the shop as some security came and took him away

" are you okay miss?" The shop owner spoke looking at me

" yes I'm just in shock I'm really sorry" I apologised

" your names Steph isn't it?" They spoke

" yes it is" I smiled

" my daughter loves your boyfriends bands music" she smiled

" I'll get them to give your daughter a video what's her name?" I smiled

" her names chloe" she spoke

" did she get given free tickets for tour dates?" I smiled

" yeah from someone in the band" she spoke

" I know Chloe I've met her Here's my address Chloe can come and see us anytime she's a lovely girl" I smiled

" have those baby things for free Steph and I hope everything's okay" she smiled and hugged me

" Thankyou" I smiled and then got to my gate and onto the plane ready to meet Ryan on the otherside the only problem is that my phone had died so I had no clue what everyone was doing the flight went past really quickly which I was very glad about I grabbed my luggage and walked out looking for Ryan I stood looking at everyone before I got a tap on the shoulder

" Dean?" I spoke as I saw his red raw eyes

" I'm so sorry" Dean hugged me tightly

" you heard about what happened then" a tear dropped onto his sweater

" Cians angry" Dean spoke pulling away looking st me crying as he rubbed a tear away from my face

" STEPH!" Ryan shouted as I saw him running towards me and then he hugged me

" can I see cian?" I spoke rubbing my eyes

" err I wouldn't right now" Ryan looked at me in an apologetic way

" I need to see him!" I walked towards the exit of the airport with Ryans and Dean rushing off to me

Ryan got In the drivers seat as me and Dean got into the back

" cian will get over it" Dean spoke looking at me

" I don't know if he will Dean it's not just like we kissed we've got a baby Dean a 1 year old!" I spoke a bit harsh making Dean sigh and look out the window

" I'm sorry" I spoke before getting out the car and rushing into mine and Cians house as I walked in their was smashed photo frames on the floor with glass scattered everywhere

" CIAN" Ryan shouted

" go away" we heard cian sob

I walked into the game room as I saw cian clutching a picture of me and him when me met the first time

" get out!" Cian shouted

" no cian please" as I spoke my voice cracked and tears streamed down my face

" Steph get out" cian sobbed looking at me with tears streaming down his face as their was tears streaming down mine aswell

" come on" Ryan pulled me out of the room and he had to pick me up and put me back into the car as Dean said he'd walk home as it was only around the corner Ryan called Dayl To come to Cians to look after him

" why did I do that Ryan why did I have to have a fucking baby with Dean!" I screamed in anger as I went to punch the wall as Josh stopped me

" don't you can't break your other hand" Josh spoke pulling me away and sitting me down on the sofa

" Steph please calm down" Josh spoke as he hugged me

" I fucking had a baby with Dean Josh" I cried

" omg Steph!" Emily ran in and hugged me aswell

" I want to be alone I'm going upstairs" I spoke as they both let go and watched me walk upstairs as I changed into comfy clothes and I chucked myself onto the bed
As I felt more and more tears streaming down my face I thought they'd never stop
Days past and everyday someone would come in and ask if I was okay and tried to make me eat anything make me do anything just to show them that I was okay all I could think about is that what was I gonna do about Lucas and cian and Dean I've fucked up my life big time

A week later

" Steph" I heard dayls voice come from the door

" yeah" I simply spoke

" come outside" Dayl spoke but before I could answer he picked me up and ran downstairs and put me down just infront of the garden door

" what are you doing?" I spoke a little annoyed

" go outside" Dayl spoke pushing me out the door as I got outside and I heard him lock the door

" DAYL WHY DID YOU LOCK ME OUTSIDE?" I shouted as he looked through the window and did the sigh to tell me to turn around as I did and I saw cian in a suit

" cian" I spoke he looked straight at me and started to walk towards me and before I knew it his lips where pressed on mine

" I'm so sorry I love you" cian apologised as their where tears running down my face
As cian rubbed them away

" why are you crying?" He asked smiling s little

" I thought you'd never want me back I thought I fucked up everything" I spoke through sobs as cian pulled me closer hugging me as he rested his head on mine

" don't be silly babe I love you too much to ever let you go even if you did fuck everything up for a week" cian laughed a little ask laughed

" can I ask a question" I smiled

" I'm wearing a suit because you wanted to recreate our first ever date so go with em upstairs get dressed up instead of wearing my old t-shirt and meet me down here in 10" cian smiled so widely as he spun me around as I saw em standing at the door smiling as I followed her as I got dressed

Later on me and cian got to the restaurant where we had our first date and it was just magical I felt like I was back to the day me and cian went here a year ago

" to my beautiful girlfriend I love you" cian cheered as I blushed

" I love you too" I smiled as smiled into our kiss